Radioactive // Carl Grimes

Chapter 5

I woke up. I put my outfit on www.polyvore.com/day_with_carl_at... which was really hard to get on, but I tried. Anyways, I called Beth and she came in my cell a minute later. "Whatcha want?," she said in a happy mood. "Can you do my hair?," I asked. She nodded her head and did my hair (her hair is in the polyvore link with her outfit) "While I do your hair will u sing for me?," she asked. I nodded my head and began to sin better in time by Leona Lewis

It's been the longest winter without you,
I didn't know where to turn to.
See, somehow I can't forget you,
After all that we've been through.

Going, coming... thought I heard a knock
Who's there? No one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know,

If you didn't notice, you mean everything.
Quickly I'm learning to love again,
All I know is I'm gon' be okay.

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too, ooh yeah
(It'll all get better in time)
And even though I really love you,
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time.

I couldn't turn on the TV,
Without something that'll remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings?
If I'm dreaming, don't wanna lie,
Hurt my feelings,

But that's the path
I believe in,
And I know time will heal it
If you didn't notice, well
You mean everything.
Quickly I'm learning (oooh) to love again,
All I know is I'm gon' be okay.

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too, ooh yeah
(It'll all get better in time)
And even though I really love you,
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to, ooooooh
It'll all get better in time.

Since there's no more you and me (no more you and me)
It's time I let you go so I can be free
And live my life how it should be. (and I know, and I know)
No matter how hard it is,
I'll be fine without you, Yes I will.

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too ohhhh
It'll all get better in time ooooh
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to (yes I do)
It'll all get better in time, woah.

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too, yeaah
It'll all get better in time.
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to.

"Your awesome! I wanna sing like you!," "Thank you," I said. She smiled and said "Your welcome," and she finished my hair "Beth, I wanna give you something before you leave ok?," I said to her. She nodded her head. I pulled my bags from under my bed and look through them to find a best friends necklace. I finally found one and I had the best part and she had the friends part. I gave her the friends part. "Aww! Thank you bestfriend!," she said "Your Welcome!," I said and smiled she smiled back and left my cell with the necklace around her neck. I put my necklace around my neck and connected the hook with one of the chains letting the necklace fall. Whenever I was singing the song, I was thinking about P-Patrick and Carl. I like them both. Maybe even love, I don't know. Pat-Patrick is now my ex, well since he's d-dead. I got teary eyed and blinked the tears away getting up from my bed. I took the cast or arm holder whatever it was off my arm and I put my arm down to my side. I felt a little pain, but not a lot. i put the cast or whatever it is under my bed, with all my bags.

I walked out of my cell and to outside. I saw Zach, Daryl, Tyreese, and Bob "Can I come with you guys?," I asked, "No," Daryl said. "Thanks!," I said and got into the car. "Stupid bitch," Daryl said. "Thank you! I know I am!," I shouted happily at him for some reason. He just tugged a small smile at the corner of his lips, and I did the same. They were all packed and ready so was I. I had my backpack with weapons in it and some free space in it for some other stuff that we will get on the run. I saw Carl run up to the car "Let me talk to her for one minute ok?," he said. Daryl nodded and I got out of the car and walked with Carl to a place close to the car so that they don't leave me. "Don't, go," he said "Why?," I asked. "Because you could get bit or killed you never know!," he mumbled shouted at the same time.

"Why do you care?," I say. "Because I care for you! I like you!," he shouted at me. "I like you to, but I want to go and get stuff, I promise I will come back," I say to him he nodded. I turned around and was walking to the car, but he pulled me back and kissed me on the lips and I kissed back, it felt like sparks and fireworks were flying around us, but it lasted for only a couple of seconds, which I wanted it to last more. "Promise me you will come back," he whispered to me, "I promise," he nods his head and I give him a peck on the lips and walk to the Carl and get in. I wave at him from inside of the car in front of the window so that he sees he saw and waved back and went off somewhere with a frowned face. I frowned too, not knowing if I'm gonna come back, dead or alive. I mean, I might come back even if I'm bit. I'm immune to the bite, I don't know how, but I am. Not knowing that we left already from all the freaking daydreaming we were about 10 minutes there. So I must have spent 10-15 minutes daydreaming about Carl, and in thought.

It was 10 minutes later, still in thought and dreaming about you know who. The one and only Carl Grimes. We arrived at Walmart! Haha I love Walmart sometimes. Now I could have whatever I want. We got out of the car and Daryl knocks on the glass or plastic whatever it was window. About 5 minutes later a couple walkers pound on the window which I jump at. Stupid motherfuckers, I think. Next thing I know we are all heading in Walmart. Now I'm thinking Damn, I gotta listen more instead of being in thoughts and thinking about Carl. Gosh girl.