CHAPTER VIII

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Lumabas lang ako sa villa para magpahangin.


Di na ako sumama sa bonfire dahil feeling ko andon din si Enzo dahil nagkayayaan na sila kua at kuya dave kanina


Feeling ko lang din iniiwasan ako ni Renzo base sa inasta niya kanina


Punta lang ako sa may umbrella tree na may duyan na nakita ko kanina at dinala ko rin yung letter ni Renzo 2 years ago.


Wala lang gusto ko lang don basahin bakit ba? TSAK FEELING KO IT'S TIME 



Nang medyo malapit na ako sa umbrella tree ay nakita kong may tao pala kaya malas.


Aalis na sana ako pero nakita kong ang familiar nung tao.



Then I realized it's Enzo with his girl I think. Ang saya saya nila habang nag-uusap eh



Tumalikod na ako bago pa nila ako mapansin at babalik na lang sa villa.


Feeling ko naiiyak ako pero wala naman akong karapatan kasi di naman kami nagkasama ng matagal, nagkausap lang naman kami ng limang buwan through socmed. Friends lang naman talaga ata kami.


Pagod na ako kakareach out sa kaniya, he unfriended and unfollowed me in all socmed nag-iba na rin ata siya ng number.


Paggising ko kasi after surgery 2 years ago Nakabalik na daw siya ng Baguio, di niya man lang ako inantay na magising dahil siya naman yung dahilan kung bakit ko tinuloy yung operation.


Like I was expecting him inside the recovery room pero binigay lang sakin ni Cali yung letter. Pero okay lang at least I survived.


Tama na, na kila mom and dad ko lang pinipilit or sinisiksik yung sarili ko, huwag na sa ibang tao, nakakapagod na rin kasi ngay.



Pumasok na lang ako sa room, wala rin naman si Cali, dahil imbes na ako ang sumama sa bonfire ay siya ang sumali, feeling ko lang kasi iniiwasan ako ni Renzo kaya ang alam ko ay pupunta siya pero di naman pala at may date pala ang loko.


Basahin ko na lang tong letter niya sakin para makamove on na tayo because obviously he already does.


Hi Love! Char kidding aside I just wanna congratulate you, probably this will be my general congratulatory message to you hehehe...

unang basa ko pa lang ay naiiyak na ako bwesit


Congratulation Shayne! I know you'll survive, thank you for the five blissful month of talking HAHAHA. Yieeee pagaling u ha? I wish and I pray that you'll have a fast recovery, wag pasaway!


Shaaaks! Thank you rin :) I'm healthy naaaaa hehehe


Sorry for not fulfilling your wish na either of your parents ang mag operate ng surgery mo but atleast I am doing the agreement na di na kita guguluhin kapag nagpasurgery ka.


Pagkabasa ko don ay may tumulo na sa pisngi ko, realizing na di naman ako umooo sa sinabi niyang yon dati, umalis lang siya basta nang dumating si kua.


kung di pa sinabi ni kua at cali di ko nga malalaman na andon pala siya sa labas ng room ko the day after naming mag-usap at sa labas ng OR during the surgery.


If we'll meet in the future, promise me that you are already wearing your flight attendant uniform and happily married because I can't promise na di ka guluhin ulit (if that's what you call it :))


I'm sorry, but I can't promise that I'll have a husband unless it's you pero tangina may jowa ka naaaa


Congratulation! this is for your graduation because most probably I can't congratulate you on the day you'll graduate and to your special moments you'll have hehehe.


Napangiti ako don dahil feeling ko binati niya ako today HAHAHA


Saglit lang yung 5 months kung tutuusin, pero bat ganon iba yung impact sakin nung biglang nawala, everyday we talked about what happened in our day (I miss that tho)


On that short span of talking, I'd never felt boring. But then I realized we hadn't met yet, so I decided to go to your school and meet/see you after my class back then. Unfortunately, our first meeting was also the last one; first and last time I drive you home, holding your hand and first hug; the last hug we had was last night hehehe


You said that you are not planning to get married, but on the other hand I'm still hoping that you will, cause I'm waiting. However, what happened last night gave me closure. Am I invited to your wedding with Lay? Chaaar


Tanginaaaaa anong kasal namin ni Kua?! it's disgusting!


Natawa ako sa part na yun ha HAHAHAHA parang tanga SHAAAA umiiyak na tumatawa amp

One last thing, I just wanna say thank you for everything you did, for cheering me up and such. AND I LOVE YOU BABY/BABE/LOVE? or whatever you wanted to be called ;)

Love,

Kyle Renzo Dela Cruz



Am I vulnerable to move on? Am I ready to let him go kahit alam ko namang may iba na?


Nagcocontradict yung isip at puso ko. Like di pa ako handa mag let go kahit wala naman na akong mapapala kasi may iba na.


But then, time will heal what cannot be fixed now, a day will come when the hurt will fade and I will be free once again.

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