You is all i need. ||Sanzu Haruchiyo X fem reader

Chapter three

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Haruchiyo started recalling all of sweet and bitter memories that he and Y/N had been through together. "I still remember how you used to say im beautiful and looking good everyday. You always kissed my scars and compliment me. It was cute. I really like it. You were the first person not avoiding me because of my scar. And you always would pinch me if i said something bad to myself.I really missed you...and i know i already said that many time but i just can get over you, angel." haruchiyo cried again in his room. He's been taking drugs again and again, trying to calm himself down but it seem like the pills worsened him. " Haru...Its really makes my heart break seeing you like that..." her voice echoing in his head. " Angel... help me?" she appeared on his bed and haruchiyo quickly jump towards her with his head on her chest. She played with his hair, gently. " Haru...you looked tired. Why dont you take a rest first?""Hmm, dont leave me then?""i can't promise that haru. " Why not?"she's speechless. " Haru, you know that i don't belong to this world,right?""So?""Haruchiyo, look at me. I'll be going soon. I cant be by your side forever, hary my darling.she said looking into haruchiyo's eyes that look so fucking tired and sad  Haruchiyo frowned,"Angel, stay with me. I don't care. I want you. I beg you..."she sighed then kissed haruchiyo on the forehead and said," Even though im can be with you forever, but my soul and heart will always be with you. I love you haru. It's just that you still had life to live in this world. While i have none. I don't regret what i was doing back then. As long as you live, i'm happy. But seeing you like this, making me having a hard time. It's making my heart broke into pieces seeing you like this." she said then haruchiyo hugged tightly. " Now sleep, darling. You deserved it." she said watching haruchiyo's eyes slowly closed. His hand relaxes. " Goodnight, darling. " she kissed haruchiyo for the last time before she vanished away.

The next morning,haruchiyo woke up because takeomi woke him up. " Oi haruchiyo, mikey got some job for you to do. "haruchiyo groaned before getting up from his bed. " Yo, you good?Look so tired i see. I can call the haitani's to fo the job, if you wa-"" Shut the fuck up. ""What the fuck man. Im trying to help you. Fuck. Fine. Do what you want."" Good. Now leave. "" Tch. Rude like always. "" Shut up old man. "" Okay okay. I'll leave. " takeomi leave haruchiyo's room. Haruchiyo then went to his bathroom and cleaned himself up. He washed his face, brushes his teeth then he take. shower. While he was showering,he heard Y/N's voice echoing. " Haru, good morning. "" Angel, don't just appear like that. "" Why? You scared of ghost? Well im a ghost too. " she chuckled. " Ah i miss your chuckling and giggling. It's cute. By the way, good morning. " he said while washing his head. The he felt Y/N pecked his lip. " Shit Y/N, you making me fall in love with you again. " he said. Then suddenly, there's a bang on the door. " Oi sanzu!You better be quick. Mikey gonna kill you any minute if you're late. Anyways, who are you talking to? A bitch? That's rare. "" For fuck sake, rindou. Could you just knock the door like normal people does? Dont need to fucking break my door you motherfucker. And no. There's no one im talking to. "she vanished while haruchiyo and rindou cursing each other. "There you go again, leaving me without saying goodbye. "haruchiyo said to himself.

He turn off the shower and went out the bathroom. He went to his closet to take his suit and put it on. He dry his hair with towel and went straight to mikey. He didn't eat breakfast instead he ate his pills.

He has done his job for today. Mikey let him take a rest and leave the rest to the haitani brothers. At first, haruchiyo insisted, but then he gave in. He went to his room, taking off his coat and throwing in somewhere in floor of his room. He then throws his body in his bed. " Tired?" she appeared on his bed. " Good work for today. " she said again playing with his hair. " I miss you. "he said. " I miss you too darling. " she watching haruchiyo's eyes slowly closing. He relaxed his body. He's sleeping peacefully. The only thing that can make him sleep was Y/N's touch. Ever since her death, haruchiyo couldn't sleep and even he fall asleep, he would woke up by his nightmare in the middle of the night. He couldn't go back to sleep, thinking about his nightmare. That is why, only Y/N could calm him down. Y/N vanished again, leaving haruchiyo.

Around 3:00 am, haruchiyo woke up. He rubbed his eyes and went to the couch. He leaned back and sighed. He take out his cigarette and light it up. He blew out the smoke. " Haru, why you wake up time like this?""Thinking about you. " haruchiyo said. " Huh?"" Y/N, thinking about you can make me go mad crazy, you know. I just cant stop thinking bout you."" Haru..."" I hate that you leave me without saying goodbye. But i can't hate you. I just cant. Ahh fuck Y/N. I might become crazy any minute. " he said then laugh. " Im sorry haru... I cant be there when you need me. Im sorry. But please, don't be like this? I really cant see you going through like that. Please?"" Y/N! You know that i can't forget about you right? And how the fuck m i supposed to do now? Tell me. Arent the only way is to have you back and fix everything?"" I said already haruchiyo! I cant come back to you! Please, can you hear me, im not coming home?" she vanished leaving haruchiyo crying alone. She left him alone not trying to make haruchiyo even worse. " It's my fault."she said to himself. "I would never forget you, angel."haruchiyo said. "I can't be with you as human but my soul would always be by your side. " Y/N said.

author chan. Im sorry bestie. Im lack of idea already. I planned to make this as a short story and make a new book. Might do spicy book for my babies out there hehe😮‍💨😩❤️btw enjoy!