HER SPY❤|✔

🔆Bitter truth🔆

Silence. Pin drop silence took place for the first 15 min of the drive..

"Soo...are we gonna sit here and not talk about it?" Matt asked.

"What do you mean?" I asked back.

"You know, the trip. The trip where someone got a little too drunk and......."
Matt chuckled.

"Oh that.." I said benting my head low.

After a about another silence for 1 min I spoke up.

"See that day I was not me. It was the alchohol. I didnt mean to k-kiss you. I didnt even realise what I was doing. I was crazy. Can we just pretend that none of it happened?" I blurted everything out.

Matt looked at me carefully and stopped the car. "Fine, besides if it makes you really embarrassed and uneasy let me tell you, Yes it was an accident kiss and it didnt mean anything to me. To me it was a plain, meaningless, affectionless kiss. Are you happy now that I've said it?" He said looking at the steering wheel.

"Y-yea that's what it was. Its good that you think that way cause I think the same thing" I said fiddling with my fingers.

He nodded his head and started driving again. The rest of the drive he kept his eyes fixed on the road and did not talk.

He just told me that the kiss didnt mean anything. I mean yes that's exactly what I want him to feel but something hurt. I felt a stake being drawn into my heart after hearing those words. I dont if what he was feeling was the same for me,I dont know if it was just a plain, affectionless kiss to me. No ,its good that he didnt get the wrong idea and that he feels like that, I should stop overthinking silly things!

"Why did you quit the agency before,you know, Mr Carrey recruited you again?" He asked breaking the silence.

"Well that was an all of a sudden question. Why did u ask?"

"No reason, I just figured I've never asked you that."

"Uhm at that time my whole family was in the spy agency. No one unexpected the day my Uncle and his family was shot by someone, and I actually witnessed the death. Some guy in a black suit came in our living room and shot my aunt and their eldest daughter. I heard the sound and rushed downstairs only to see a bullet shot right through my uncle's head. The killer ran to get me but before he could do any harm the cops barged in and arrested him." I paused. Matt looked at me with soft eyes. My voice was shaky the whole time.

I continued, "It was a pretty tragic incident and had caused me to have some serious trauma after that. I have never felt safe after that. My dad said he did'nt know who they were and he told me that it was a robber who killed him and it wasn't safe for me to go on missions anymore so I quit. My family also quit some business they were running. I haven't told my parents that I rejoined the agency. " I said. Matt nodded his head slightly. Something seemed off.

"Why did you ask all of a sudden??" I asked curiously.

"No reason, I just figured you never told me the reason so I asked" he said.

I didnt ask anything else and the topic was closed then and there.Soon we reached my house.

"Well then I'll get going I guess" I said.

"Okay bye see you later at school......Sleep well", he said so calmly I felt my heart tingle.

I nodded and got out of the car. I gave him one last wave and went inside my house.

"Honey where have you been?" My dad asked me.

"I had a group project to do" I lied. I hated lying to my parents but I had no other option. Only my aunt knows I rejoined the agency and she promised me that she wont tell anyone anything.

I did not tell my parents that I rejoined the agency since the incident. They would kill me if they ever found out. They were dead worried about me when the murders happened.

"Aww look at my baby girl tired after hardworking" my dad said pinching my cheeks.

"Daaaad" I groaned. "I'm not 2!"

"I know sweetie. I remember when you were 2, you were running around the house in your Mickey mouse pajamas trying to catch me. Eventually you'll catch me and hit me with those baby fists and your mom will scold both of us for making such a mess of the house" he said laughing while patting my head.

I giggled to myself and dont remember when I drifted off to sleep.

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MATT'S POV

She waved to me and went inside. I stared at her door for 3 secs and started my car. My thoughts were all over the place. I didn't mean it, I didn't mean to tell her those words. Even if it was an accident those words did not describe how i felt. I could see that she was hurt but it was better to keep it like that.

'Matt williams you have to stop feeling like this!!' I said to myself.

I thought of what she said about her uncle.  She doesn't know the truth of what actually happened. I remembered what my friends told me a few days ago.The bitter hard truth. It wasn't a robber who killed her uncle and his family. Her parents were lying to her so that she doesnt know the horrifying truth. A William.....The murder was done by a William.

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