LOVE•LOST

C4- 12:05

⚠️SMUT

I ran off the large stage in the huge mansion and nothing made sense. My bestfriend with my ex. The man i'm still in love with and want to be with everyday for the past two years.

My girls all followed me into the bathroom asking what was wrong.
"Nicole girl you were killing it" Addi tried to reassure me and so did Kourt by hugging me whilst tears just rolled down my cheeks. Megan was last to come into the bathroom but as soon as she did the rest of the girls let her comfort me, nobody knowing what was wrong.
"Nicole what happened out there?".
I couldn't talk. nothing in my head was making sense. Me and Meg had this special friendship. The rest of the girls, yes we were all bestfriends and basically lived with eachother but Megan was always the closest one to me. She was the first person i became friends with in Los Angeles after my breakup and helped me through it. Deposit me never telling her who it was.
"I just freaked out i'll be fine, you guys go have fun i will be out in a minute". They all hugged me and left.

When a knock came at the bathroom door I thought it might have been Megan as she always stayed last or came back to make sure i was okay, after all the other girls left.
"Megan i said i would be out in a minute i'm fine". I love her but God did i want to be alone right now.

That's when he came in. Colson Baker.
"Nicole. I never knew you were friends with her. I never would have even gotten with her if i knew"
"Does she make you happy?" I questioned him even thought i already knew the answer because of how happy her "mystery boo" made her feel.
"Yes but not like you".

He came closer and brushed my hair behind my ear.
"Colson what are you doing"
He tried to quieten me by rubbing his thumb along my lip whilst still holding my face in his palm. He leaned in closer and started to kiss me. Slow. Passionately.
"Colson we cant what about Meg"
"What about her right now?"
This was so wrong. But he was so right. I gave in and kissed him with so much passion. So much love that i've been missing for the past 2 years without him in my life. That when i knew. We wouldn't be just be having sex. We wouldn't be having a quick fuck. We would be making love to eachother.

He leaned behind him and locked the door. He then came closer pushing our bodies together and lifted me onto the bathroom counter tops. I undid his belt whilst he left his purple marks all across my neck and a trail down my body. Colson let his hands roam my body, removing every bit of clothing his fingertips touched, as I did the same to him. The majority of my body was purple and red love bites from my soulmate, who was stood between my spread legs,clinging to his sides as if he would dissapear right infront of me. Colson lined up with my core, making passionate and soul entering eye contact before pushing in slowly, only taking a little while to adjust, he thrusted into me continuing to kiss my plump lips. I couldn't control my inescapable moans from leaving my mouth so i just kissed his shoulder while holding onto his biceps for stability. Colsons thrusts were slow but made me feel a burning sensation below. He made me feel so loved yet so dirty, in the best of way's. I closed my eyes, indicating showing him i was close and ready to let go. Let go of all the pain. Let go off all the bad memories. Let go of the hate I have had for my blonde boy since i saw him betraying me 2 years ago. Colson started kissing my neck to help. God did he know all the right spots. I came undone around him in complete and utter bliss. Colson felt this and came himself, falling into ecstasy.

"I love you". We're the words that left his mouth as all of him leaked inside of me. Our breaths lined up in sync. Like they always used to do after we made love to eachother. We both knew this was so wrong. I was lying to my bestfriend and the guy i've been hooking up with and Colson lied to his girlfriend. a.k.a. my bestfriend.

We both got dressed. Any saying anything to eachother. How is anybody supposed to speak after something like that just happened? What would i even say to him?

We both left the bathroom. One at a time and i joined my girls who were drinking and having fun with their boyfriends, all sat together. Only two people were missing. As soon as i walked over i forgot about the strapless tight fitted red dress i was wearing that clearly revealed all his love bites. Claiming what was still his.
"OMG NICOLE Y/L/N. DID YOU AND JOSH" Kourt and the rest of my girls couldn't believe it. They knew how i didn't want to do anything with anybody because of my ex and now i finally had. But not with the person they expect.

"Hey kells" Jaden shouted over the blasting music. He came over and kissed Megan on the head. That's when his eyes went wide. And as soon as i noted what he was looking at so did mine. His iconic drunk face MV outfit. Revealed his beautifully toned chest. But also the scratches covering it as well as down his muscles. Not even the tattoos could cover them.

That's when everybody started to notice and their eyes went wild. Looking in between me and him. My neck. His chest.

She knows.

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HEY GUYS !!!! I hope you like this chapter. I have no hate or anything towards Megan i think her and colson are so cute and love them together. It's just for the storyline xx
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