Me raging over nothing and wanting to kill myself

Kill Yourself

Everyone of my siblings told me they want me dead.
My 16 year old sister.
My 11 year old brother.
My 10 year old brother.
And even my 5 year old brother.
My 11 year old brother gets my 4 year old sister to tell me to die.

My 16 year old sister tells me to die everyday. She's kicked me out of our shared room multiple times. And argues with me everyday. Told me we don't have a love hate relationship she just hates me.

My 11 year old brother takes after my dad. He's angry ever second every day. When I try playing around with him he hits me. Tells me that I'm useless and that it would be better without me around.

My 10 year old brother is upset at the most random things. He also does a lot for attention. But you can tell when he's lying about something because he smiles. Tells me he hates me and that I should die.

My 5 year old brother. He was born at the wrong time. He was taken away from us when we were put into foster care. So we don't get along that well he sorta the outcast. It's sad. But he takes after my 10 year old brother. And won't leave his side even when he's hurting him. When I make him upset he tells me he hates me and that I should die.

My 4 year old sister. She was born when we were inside foster care still. But she sometimes likes to say the opposite of what you tell her to say so my 11 year old brother tells he to say she loves me. She says she hates me.

I tell myself all the time that it would be so much better without me. No one takes me seriously. I take it seriously when my sister tell me to kill myself everyday. When I had attempted to cut myself I was caught the same day. I was lectured. I got no therapy or any talk about it later. No one takes me seriously. I promised my friend I would try. I also told her that November would be the only month I could kill myself because I don't want to miss my siblings birthday.