I can't see anything
It's all blurry
but I see eyes that are staring
It's all in my head
what if it isn't
where do I go
would I ever know
it doesn't show
scenarios after scenarios
repeating in my head
where I have I led
laying on my bed
my body does not want to get up
because I am so fed up
but how can I let up when there's truth in me
that I'm destined to find.
not chasing anything
nor trying to define
I'm my own enemy
and I cause the crime
time after time
I'm wasting it
doing nothing at all
I'm wasting it
my energy
I'm wasting it
you told me that I should keep it
I wish I did
but nothing stopped me
win after wins.
then it begins
a place that took away my sins
beautiful things
I flow through it
when I go through it
so that I get through it
these tunnels are long
when I'm on my own
but you don't have to catch my breath
I can do this.
even though I'm clueless.
searching will get far as I get through this.
so I'm using
all my power to survive
in the madness
the ocean that I dive
