Crystal and Jamie (Our Love]

I'm just becoming a new writer so please don't correct grammer or sentence's because it's called editting and i'll get there soon

by the way I need a edittor really bad , so the first to like this story can edit it for me .

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"I Love You" .

I'll never really understood those three words .

(Chapter 1] Cutting Memories .

Hi my name is Crystal Sanders and I'm in love with a freshman name Jamie . We both went to Middle School together but for some reason

our friendship/relationship(We are Ex's] has went down the hill . This is no way to start off the fiction romance so let's make a trip down memorie lane . Back into

becoming a highschooler, I was starting High School . I think you'll love this story .

"Crystal get up! It's the first day of school" My mom shouted .

I lied there in my bed , thinking why is this lady up so damn early . I didn't wanna . . Well I wasn't ready for highschool , drama and emontion breakdowns . Just not me!

"Crystal get up breakfast is ready , your gonna miss the bus" My mom shouted again .

As soon as I heard the bus part , I ran and got my robe and house shoes . I immeditaly ran down the stairs to confront my mom and dad .

"Good morning Darling" My mom says in a happy tone .

" What the hell do you mean i'mma miss the bus" I said . I never liked taking the school bus , I was always up to walking or riding my bike to school , But taking the school

bus was not me and I wasn't going to start taking the bus .

"Young lady , you not use those words in my house" Mom said , "Your taking the bus and that's it . I will not have this out of you Crystal . A new year , now go hop in the shower and get ready

and please don't wear your hair any type of way and those ripped skinny jeans . . Just don't , be a proper lady and wear something cute ." Mom said .

I ran upstairs into the bathroom and cried on the floor , I didn't wanna take the school bus . Jamie and his new girlfriend Kate would be on there and I didn't wanna see their tounges swirling .

I hopped in the shower , I washed my hair and brushed my teeth . As I was reaching for my shampo I ran passed the body wash that Jamie gave me for our 6th month , I only used it for special occiasons .

When I got out the shower I went to my room , I turned and ran to my dresser . I looked and scrambled to find my cutter , for every memorie we had I cut would cut myself . I dryed off my arm and took the

sharp slide and went down my arm three times , I ran to the bathroom to wash off the blood , as tears came down .

"Crystal breakfast is finally done" , Hurry I heard my mom scream three times .

I ran downstairs and I had toast with bacon , Yumm my favorite . I ate really fast and I ran to fix my hair , My hair is very short and really straight . Last summer for me and Jamie one month I had cut a bang

and died it Red , God he must have been in love with my red bang , Just remembering it I ran to the bathroom to slice another slash on my arm before 8:19 . As I looked out the window I could see Jamie and Kate swooping

tounges , It was very nasty and weird but I could only remember us doing it . I was tempted to cut myself , but I said no more .

" Have a good day at school honey , please no trouble" Mom moans .

" Yes Ma'am .

My mom finally lets me walk to school , Picking up my bookbag and purse . Heading to the path scared but happy to , becoming a Freshman was hard , but I kinda firgured it all out back then

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