My country boy

I'm here

I'm back in my old room, in my first house with my mom and dad.

"Stop it Louis! She didn't do anything!"

"Shut up you fucking whore!"

I hear a my mothers faint scream, and I look over to my bed and see my thirteen year old me conversing my eyes, tears still running down my cheek like rivers. But then my father kicked down my locked door, with the hallway light illuminating his frame. I run over to the little me, and try to grab her to run, just out of instinct.

"Get out of here!run!please!"

I keep trying to grab myself and run, yell, and scream, but my  father gets to her first. Alls I can do is fall to the ground crying as my father beats the younger me tearing her cloths off. I get off the ground and try to move, but I realized that I have chains wrapped around my ancles and my father looks down at me with his evil druken smirk.

"Ah my little princess I'm coming for you!"
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I shoot up from my bed, Luca is gone, and I scream and cry cradling myself, feeling my sweat pour down me. My vision becomes blury, but I some how manage to see a frightened Luca rush into the door, rushing over to the bed, scooping me up in his arms and he rocks me back and fourth.

"Sshh Julia, I'm here, please calm down baby-girl.."

He kisses the top of my head, and keeps rocking me and I see a tattoo across his cheat that I never realized was there. I shakly lift my hand and trace the picture.

"Wh-what does it mean?"

"My tattoo?"

"Yeah it looks pretty."

"Well I rather it be something else."

He chuckles stroking my hair, telling me about his family, and his tattoo meaning family is where home is, home is where your loved.
I keep tracing it, over and over hearing Luca's mumbilng.

"Welcome home Julia."

"Thanks Luca."

"For what."

"You putting up with me, I know I must be a burden on you guys I'm just another mouth to feed..."

"Don't say that Julia, me and my father think your wonderful to have around, and I could use the help."

"But I-."

I'm cut off when Luca's pink lips catch mine in a passionate kiss, dipping his head forward, and I sit up in his lap, more so our heads are level. His hands run up and under my shirt searching the new exposed skin. He grunts when I bite down on his bottom lip.

"Julia stop, it right now."

His voice was more of an Alpha voice, stern, and strong, it made my shiver.

"I can't do that Luca."

"Julia get off me."

"But Luca I don't want to stop now."

He sighs taking me off his lap, I feel really stupid. He may like me in a certain way but I knew he didn't want me in that way.

"I-i'm sorry Luca."

I pull a blanket over me, and blush very disappointed in myself to ever feel like he would do that. My eyes feel moist and tears brim my eyes again.