B44

⚠️TW ABUSE⚠️. AND R@PE⚠️.

Ethan's POV
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'My mum used to kick me in the back of the knees and ummm... she would pinch me if i didn't answer her questions quick enough, she would also rape me if i ever complained about anything. And when she was bored she would kick and punch me in the ribs. Hence the bruises...' I lifted my shirt to show him my scars and bruises.

'I'm sorry, no one should have to go through that' Tom said solemnly as he came towards me. He envelopes me in a hug and i couldn't stop the tears from falling down my cheeks. 'Come on then Tommy' I said grabbing his hands and pulling him towards the gym(his friend actually slid a key under the door).

We finally reached the gym and i was about to get into the shower when i realised we might as well save some time 'Hey Tommy, why don't we just shower together, we ain't got long anyways' i asked as i pecked him on the cheek. 'Sure baby' he said as he kissed my forehead.

We jumped in the shower and he immediately slammed me against the wall. I flinched harshly remembering my mum and a single tear rolled down my face.
'Oh baby, I'm sorry i didn't think i....i... i would never hurt you ok?' Tj instantly broke down and started tearing up.
'Baby it's ok, i kinda i umm actually I'm kinda into it - being rough i mean not pain.' 
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After showering we both grabbed some of Tj's clothes from his locker. We ended up only making out in the shower which was rude as he left me with my second boner while in his presence  ~  not that i minded  ~  so anywayyysss......

We were still kind of early to class so we walked into maths hand in hand. I knew Tj was in my math class but he'd always sit behind me so i could never check him out.(😒). I let go of his hand and slid into my seat expecting him to just sit behind me as usual. But he had other plans. He slid into the seat next to me and rested his hand on my thigh ~ dangerously close to my crotchinal area  (I'm sorry but someone else used this and i feel like Ethan would call it his crotchinal area so...)   

The first bell finally rang and everyone slowly started to pile into the classroom. My usual desk mate (Nathan) the only popular bit who wasn't homophobic) other than Tj )
came up to my desk with a look of confusion and anger.
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Tj's POV
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'Get out of my seat, Tomas' Nathan scolded hastily. 'Oh sorry, i don't see a name' i answered nonchalantly and he answered me in the worst way possible. 'Ugh why would you wanna sit next to that fag anyways?' He asked me. I didn't know what to say so i whispered something to Ethan quickly and he nodded a yes with a smile that could light up New York City after dark.

I stood abruptly from my chair the scraping noise of the cold metal gaining everyone's attention 'Ok that's how you wanna play, fine by me, i want to sit next to Ethan as he is my boyfriend and i don't like you sitting next to him... so really what i want to know is why do you want to sit next to him if you so surely hate him because he's gay' gasps of realisation spread across the room.(Ethan was already out remember. He didn't put himmm).  'Wait, noooo but Nathan how could you lie to me like that' Addalyn shrieked from across the room 'You slept with me, i let you take my fucking v-card, you told me you loved me , for what to cover up the fact that you're gay. You're a dick and i don't ever want to see you again. She shouted at Nathan as she came over to me and Ethan.
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Addalyn's POV (bc i can ✌🏽)
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Fucking hell. He used me to cover up his sexuality that's an insult to not only himself but me too. I fell in love with him and i gave up quite a bit i would say to be with him. When i was just a cover up. I ran over to Ethan and Tj grabbed them by their hands and pulled them into the corridor and around the bend to avoid the teacher.

'I'm sorry for him, he's a dick but.... i mean there is no but he's just a dick' we all laughed at that.  Oh god i don't even care anymore i need to tell someone i can't keep hiding it.

'Tell is what's on your mind, Addy' Ethan insisted and i smiled at the nickname. 'Well ok so i know we don't know each other very well and I'm hoping we can change that because you're the only two willing to listen. I'm polyamorous and I'm into you know we'll all genders but..... I'm kinda wondering if you guys would want to umm.... try a poly relationship. We wouldn't have to do anything sexual I'm ase (asexual) anyways so... do you maybe wanna—.' Tj cut me off 'I'm sorry but it's not really my thing i mean it's up to you baby' he said as he turned and looked lovingly at Ethan. I mentally gagged at the sight. 'No thanks I'm all his' Ethan answers gesturing towards Tj.  'Ughh fine please don't tell anyone though' i asked batting my eyelashes flirtatiously. 'Sure tell em on you're own time' I got bored quick so i walked of to the roof.

He doesn't even recognise me anymore. How the fuck does someone just forget there best friend? He was my ride or die and i thought i was his but i guess i was wrong. Maybe they'd be better if without me. I didn't lie i am polyamorous but i don't want to be with those two. Never. I just wanted to see if he'd remembered me. He so clearly hadn't. Goodbye world you'll be better if without me. I'm sorry mum and dad and especially Davi. 'ILL MISS YOU ALL, but you won't miss me' Goodbye world.
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Okkk so i switched it up a bit.
Who's addayln~ wait and see
What's she going to do and who has forgotten her.

This took me forever but i finally got over my writers block and wrote 1040 words in like 2 and a half hours so.....
yayy meee

Anyways enjoyyyy

What do i do with addalyn?????

Byeeeee