I held my tears in. I dont wanted to see him in this state. It just too painful. As a childhood friend of him, what can i do was this one and only thing.
I approached him slowly. Bakugo realized that i was approaching, he immediately looked at me with a painful expression.
"What the fuck are you doing?! I told you to go away-"
I ran to him and hugged him as tight as i can. He was surprised by my sudden hug. Somehow, he felt his heart aching a bit.
"What are you doing?! Let me go-" He tried to push me away. But it was too gentle. He doesnt wanted to hurt me despite his current state.
"Get the fuck away, you---!"
"Bakugo," I called his name softly. He immediately stop resisting. The soft tone of mine managed to calm his stirred heart instantly.
I caressed his hair with my hand. I said it before that words were hardly worked on him. But maybe this time, he would listen. To what i wanted to say.
"Its not your fault,Bakugo. None of it was,"i told him. Bakugo's eyes widened a little bit.
"You picked a fight with Midoriya because you felt pathetic, right? Midoriya, who was far below you before, now is standing far above you"
Bakugo gritted his teeth. Yes, that was right. That was all right. He was upset. Over the fact that someone he once called a 'loser' was stronger than he was now. It seemed all backfired. Now, he was the 'loser'.
" I have been watching you two since we were kids. You both admired the same hero and aiming to be like that hero. You, who is the strongest among us, always get your acts together. You were so cool at that time and i really liked the sight of it,"
"Midoriya must have thought the same. He wanted to be strong just like you but he had no quirk to begin with,"
"So his dream to become a hero was crushed little by little as he grew up. How could he be a hero when he has no quirk? You knew that he never can, so you got ahead of yourself and.. Bullied him. Saying that he is a loser,"
Bakugo doesnt push me away even when i started to say those cruel things about him. Maybe he also wanted to make 'clear of it'. About his past mistakes towards Midoriya.
"I hated it, you know? When you did all the bullying, i really wanted to stop you. But somehow i cant say anything. I dont know why. I was the worst. I was there but still i cant do a thing to stop it,"
Bakugo was kinda unhappy with what i said to myself. He wanted to say something. But i hugged him tighter.
"Listen to me first, Bakugo. You might think i havent done nothing wrong to Midoriya. But i did, you know?" As i said that, i can feel my heart hurting. Thinking back about how i did nothing when Midoriya was bullied, im regretting it so much.
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(continue to the part 3💕)
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Bakugo x reader || BNHA short fanfic
Krótkie OpowiadaniaThis fanfic is about you, Midoriya and Bakugo. You are the childhood friend of them. You really cared for Bakugo. After the Kamino incident, you find out that Bakugo is slowly breaking down. You cant let it be. Thus, words are important. (ps: im not...