Sairat Anniversary

Sai's turmoil of feelings

Not much concentrating on sai samrat meeting and Virat's feeling after knowing about Samrat... We will move on to Sai's part... She heard virat's confession .... We will see what she feels about it....
Let's dive in guys....
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Sai informs virat about samrat... They decide to meet him the next day....
Sunny and mohit decide to take a room in a nearby hotel...
So our Sairat went back to resort... There is absolute silence... Noone are able to break the ice... They went to sleep without having dinner... Sai on bed and virat on sofa... Though they were silent there is a huge battle running inside them between mind and heart maybe.... Both are lost in their own thoughts and thoughts are about eachother...
Virat( in mind): patha nahi sai kaise feel kar rahi hogi... Kya soch rahi hogi... Kya maine kuch jyada bhol diya ..... Sai... Please kuch tho bholo... Chillana hai jagda karna hai kuch tho karo.... Please....agar sai mujhe chodkar jaane ke baare mein soch rahi ho tho....no....Tumhari yeh kamoshi bhi bardaash nahi ho raha... Bappa please sab teek kardo please.....
Virat closes his eyes... Tears dripping down his eyes.... He's pretending to sleep....
Meanwhile Sai is struggling hard to sleep... She closed her eyes and could see all the moments they shared... The shaadhi... The committement talks... His support during her admission... Their nok jhok... Their fights... His care... Their closeness... Lastly his statements his words and his confession....
She wokeup breathing heavily....
Sai to herself in low tone: yeh kya ho raha hai ... Kya mai sach mein .... Apni feelings baag rahi hu... Kya mai na samajh hone ki natak kar rahi hu ... Agar mereliye yeh sirf deal hai toh mujhe itna farak kyu padtha virat sir aur pakhi didi ko lekar.... anniversary celebration ke jagah Virat sir ki kahi hui baathon ka itna asar kyu ho raha hai mujhpar.... Virat sir mujhse pyaar karthe hai aur mai kya .... Mai kya feel karthi hu? Kya?...
All thoughts are troubling her... She is  feeling thirsty... She is about to take the glass filled with water but it slipped off her hands...
Virat heard this sound and got tensed... Virat came to sai... He sits on bed in front of her....
Virat: sai.... Sai tum teek ho.... Itni gabrayi hui kyu ho ..... Sai kuch tho bholo... Please....
Sai gets down the bed and moves a distance... Virat also stood beside her.... Sai is still in turmoil of thoughts.... Suddenly she felt dizziness and is about to fall but virat catches her... He gets more worried now....
Virat : sai... Sai ....
He makes her sleep on bed... Sprinkles water.... he calls the reception to send a doctor....
Doctor comes and checks sai ...
Virat: sab teek hai na doctor...
Doctor: bp low hua hai... Isne kuch kaya?
Virat( in mind) : oh god... Maine is baath par dyaan hi nahi diya... Sha..
To doctor: nahi doctor...
Doctor: shayad uski vajah se weakness bhi hogi... Thodi der mein ut jayegi tho kuch khila dena...
Virat:ji... thank you doctor...
Doctor leaves... He calls the reception for cleaning the mess as well as for food... They complete their tasks...
Sai wakes up... Virat makes her sit and lean on pillows... Sai sees the concern... Love .... In Virat's eyes..
Virat : Sai... Yeh kya haal bana rahi ho apna... jitna mai tumhe jaanthi hu tum na khane ke vajah se kamjhor nahi hothi...kyu jyada soch rahi ho.... aur Kya soch rahi ho...mujse share karo please... Please sai.... I am sry ki maine yeh sab karke tumhe hurt kiya ho tho... Na mai tumhe yaha lane ki Jidh kartha aur naahi aisa kuch hotha... Mai..
Before he continues she places her index finger on his lips to stop him continue further...virat is confused so kept silent...She then removes her finger...
Sai: aapko... Sry bholne ki jarurat nahi hai... Jo bhi hua hai acha hi hua hai... Voh.. uh... Samrat dada ke baare mein kuch tho hint mila na... Isiliye....
Virat holds her hands looking into her eyes...
Virat: tum phirse apni feelings se baag rahi ho sai... Phirse mujhse apni feelings ko chupa rahi ho.... Aaj tho bata dho please... Jo bhi hai tumhare dil mein... Jo bhi chal raha hai... Jo bhi questions hai sab sab bhol dho... Mai poori tarah se help karunga tumhe is situation se bahar laane Keliye... Aur sab honest hoke answer karunga and I promise... Sai... Aaj hum sab kuch clear out karlenge... Please... Hum dono Keliye yahi teek hai... Tum... Tum bataugi?
Sai nods yes... She closes her eyes gets the courage and starts to speak ....
Sai: Virat sir.... Mujhe kuch samajh nahi aa raha... Mujhe mere feelings ke baare mein kuch clarity nahi mil rahi hai...
Virat sir aap apni jaban ke pakke hai ... Aapne pakhi didi se vada bhi kiya tha.... Aur aaj aap keh rahe hai ki aap mujhse pyaar karthe hai... Aapka diya hua jaban toot gaya voh bhi meri vajah se... Pakhi didi ko aisa hi lagega na ki sab jaanthe hue bhi mai jaan buchkar aap dono ke beech aayi hu... Mujhse yeh soh bardaash nahi ho raha....
Virat: sai shaanth.... Ab mai samajh raha hu... Teek hai .... Mai jo bhi keh raha hu dyaan se sunna.... Tumhe pata hai na ki mai bhagwan par viswas raktha hu aur apne andhar ke feelings jo mai keh nahi patha unse kehtha hu... Mujhse destiny par bhi poora viswas hai... Aur jab mai apne posting se lekar aaj tak ka mera safar dekhu tho voh baath mujhe sach lagthi hai... Mujhe lagtha hai ki humara milna mere pakhi se milne ke pehle hi Tay ho chuka hai....
Sai: kya?! Matlab?!
Virat: meri pehli posting Gadchiroli mein hui Sai... Bhohot din the join date keliye isiliye mai aur sunny ne naasik jaane ka decide ki... Yoga resort gaye aur pakhi se mulakath bhi hui... Mujhe kuch feelings hui... lekin confess nahi kiya... Aur mai uske baare mein jyada kuch jaantha bhi nahi tha sirf uska naam patha tha... Patha hai Sai confess kyu nahi kar paya...
Sai: kyu?!
Virat: kyunki Gadchiroli ke PS mein jald se jald report karne ka order mila tha... Aur patha hai kis kaam ke karan mujhe jaldi bulaya gaya.... Tumhare kaam sai... Jagtap ko kamal sir ne arrest kiya aur us mamle Ko solve karne mujhe bhulaya gaya... Pakhi ne jaathe vaktha apna number mere haath mein likha tha aur meine uska photo bhi li thi... Lekin haath pe number mit gaya aur mera phone bhi toot gaya tha... Sunny ko kaha tha ki kisi bhi prakar mujhe number dhila dho... usne di thi aur jab maine call ki tho laga hu nahi... mila bhi kaha use... apne bhai ke haldi mein voh bhi uski patni ke roop mein... humne baath ki thi.. jab maine use batay ki mai in karano ke vajah se use contact nahi kar paya tho voh mujhe believe hi nahi ki... kaha ki mai dhokebaaz hu... cheat hu patha nahi kya kya... Aur yaad hai na humari pehli mulakat... Voh function... Mujhe call aya tha... Voh pakhi ne hi ki thi ...
Sai: aapka number tha unke paass?
Virat: haa sai .. call kiya tho maine pehchana nahi... Aur usko gussa aya aur mujhe block kardiya... Haldi ke vakth meine use dikhaya tha ki meine kitne call kiye kitne msgs kiye tab usko mujhpar yaakeen agaya tha aur voh Shaadi thodkar mujhse shaadi karna chahthi thi... Sai samrat pakhi se jab mila tho voh kitna excited tha... Uski baathon se saaf patha chal raha tha ki voh pakhi se kitna pyaar kartha hai... Aur poora parivaar bhi kitna excited tha... Mai apne dho din ke pyaar keliye apne jeeva ka dil kaise thod saktha tha... Isiliye mujhe jo us vakth teek laga maine voh kardiya...vada diya thaaki voh shaadi kare samrat se... Sai maine usse vada isiliye nahi kiya ki voh mere ghar mein mere samne rahegi ya kuch aur... Isiliye kiya tha thaaki jab voh ghar aye samrat ke patni bankar... Samrat ka pyaar use move on karne mein help karega... Mujhe bhoolne mein madadh karega...  Aur phir jab bhi pakhi aur mere baath hothi thi call par tho tumhare baar mein koyi tho point bholtha tha... Aur phir kamal sir ka mauth... Unka aakri icha mujhse ki mai tumhari zimmedari lu... Aur phir humari shaadhi.... Sai tumhe nahi lagtha ki humare milna tho pehle se hi Tay tha.... Gadchiroli mein posting ke baad se meri life mein sirf ek insaan bhohot important hogaya tha...
Sai: kaun?!
Virat: tum sai... Pehle jagtap se bachana tha aur phir voh vada aur shaadhi... Tabse lekar aaj tak dekha jay tho tumse jyada koyi important tha hi nahi pakhi bhi nahi... Aur jab hum is bandhan mein bandh gaye the tab tum sirf zimmedari ho lekin aaj meri jindagi ho sai... My life....
They have an eyelock for a moment...
Sai: voh... Uh... Phir pakhi didi tho aaj tak aapka intezaar kar rahi hai na... Aapke vada se hi pakhi didi maani na shaadhi karne ko... tho kahina kahi humara galthi hai na unka yeh haal ka...
Virat: humari nahi meri... Agar galthi hai bhi voh meri ho sakthi hai... sai... Tum saaf dil ki ho isiliye tumhe uski dard ke baareein bhi soch rahi ho... Lekin sai sach tho yeh bhi hai ki voh kudh apne haal ka zimmedari hai...
Sai mai tumse pehle usise kaha tha ki mai tumse pyaar kartha hu... Ek baar nahi baar baar bholtha raha ki mai aage bad chuka hu aur tumhe bhi age badna chahiye... Agar mere itne samjhane ke baad bhi voh aise insaan ka intezar kar rahi hai jo kisi aur se pyaar karne laga ho tho galthi kiski hui... Usiki na? Maantha hu ki vada thoda hai maine aur nahi bhi thoda hotha tho mera uske saath ristha nahi badlega na... Voh meri vahini hi rahegi... Mai kya sunny bhi samjha chuka hai lekin koyi faidha nahi... Use lagna chahiye ki move on karna hi uskeliye teek hai... Lekin nahi .. Sai yeh batau... Tum uski itni chintha kyu kar rahi ho... Jab ki usne tumhari kitni baar insult kari... Kitne taane maare... Aur mujhe uksaya tumhe ghar se nikhalvane Keliye...
Sai: kya..? Aapko uksaya...
Virat: hum dono ke beech teen bhohot badi ladayi hui thi jiska guilt jindagi bhar rahega mujhe... Un theeno mein usne mujhe uksaya.... Theesri baar tho voh jaanthi thi ki mai Ajinkya se jaltha tha... Aur insecure feel kartha hu... Phir bhi usne Ajinkya ko force kiya humare kamre mein tumse milne jaane keliye... Voh chahti thi mai voh dekhu galat samjhu aur mera gussa phoote... Vahi hua... Mujhe jab gussa atha hai voh kabhu nahi kar patha sai... Aur voh hatsa...😔😔
Sai: Virat sir.... Please shanth hojayiye...
Virat: Sai ... Mera ek hi suggestion hai tumhare liye.... Pakhi ke baare mein bhul jau... Uske baare mein sochna band kardo... I swear ki mai usse pyaar nahi kartha mai koyi vaada nibhana hi nahi chahta and she also knows that.... Agar tumhe sochna hai tho humare risthe ke baare mein socho... Tum kya feel karthi ho mere baare mein... Acha ya bura jo bhi hai ... Batadho...
Sai after a long pause says ....
Sai: virat sir.... Dheere dheere se hi sahi mujhe aap par respect bad gaya... Aap kab mere dosth bane patha hi nahi... Aapka company mujhe bohot acha lagta hai... Aapke saath clg ke baathe karna... Voh nok jhok sab mujhe acha lagta hai... Mai aapke saath bhohot comfortable hu... Lekin aapka mere itne kareeb aana mai kuch na kehna.... Iska jawab nahi hai mere paas.... Nahi patha... Aapne kaha ki mai apne feelings se baag rahi hu.. na samajh hone ki acting kar rahi hu... Tabse soch rahi hu... Mujhe nahi samajh aa raha...
Virat: acha shaanth.... Shaanth....itna stress math lo... Chalo kuch khalo....
Sai: nahi mujhe...
Virat: chup.... Khana tho tumhe padega hi .... Tum khaogi ya mai khilau...
Sai: khilayiye...
Virat didn't expect this answer actually... But he is happy... They feed eachother....
Virat: Sai bahar chale...
Sai: ab..?
Virat: haa... 10 hi baje hai... Kahi bahar nahi resort ke garden area hai na vaha chalthe... Please...
Sai: teek hai....
Sai and Virat are walking in the garden ( imagine only they both are there) they both look eachother without other's knowledge.... They almost shared everything they feel...
Their hands touch eachother and immediately they took back their hands... Still there is lot more to clear out...
Sai: mai aapse kuch poochu...
Virat: hmm...
Sai: aapne aaj tak jo bhi mereliye kiya hai voh ehsaan tha yaa...
Virat: meri kushi keliye kiya...
Sai: aapki kushi!?
They stop walking and virat faces Sai
Virat: haa... Tumhe kush dekhna mujhe pasand hai .... Tumhare chehre main voh pyaari si muskurahat dekhkar tumhara bachpana dekhkar dil bhar jata hai.... Pyaar kartha hu sai tumhe... Pyaar mein ehsaan ka kya kaam....
Sai blushes a bit hiding it from virat...
Virat: sai... Vaha bench par baite hai ...
Sai: haa
They sit on the bench looking at the sky... The sky is full of stars and a full moon...
Virat: Sai... Humara life na is asmaan ki tarah hothi hai... Bina stars aur chaandh ke andhere se bhari hui hothi hai... Ye taare hai na voh humare memories humare family friends achayi burayi sab kuch... Yeh chaandh humare life partner... Ha pournami se amavasya tak chaandh ka aakar badaltha hai jaise pati patni ke beech chote chote jagde honaa kuch aisa... Amavasya ke din poori tarah gayab ho jaathi hai jaise bhohot badi misunderstanding... Lekin phir pournami tak ka safar.... Par humesha Keliye chodke nahi jaathi na...
Sai smiles
Virat: has kyu rahi ho....
Sai: jaise aapne asmaan ko jindagi se connect karke bhola na.... Bhohot badiya tha... Ekdum masth a masth...
They laugh...
They kept staring the sky....
Sai(in mind): yeh kitne Ajeeb hai... Saare emotions high level par hotha hai... Chahe voh care concern ho ya phir gussa... Lekin apni galathi realise karne ke baad bina koyi ego ke maafi maang Lethe hai.... Bas gussa hi negative hai aapme... Mai kya feel karthi hu... Kya aapse pyaar....
Virat is enjoying staring the sky whereas sai is staring virat....
Smiling seeing Virat.... She is on her way realising her love for him...
Sai(in mind): gussaa ko side rakhe tho inka care aur concern mujhe kabhi kabhi aaba ki yaad dilaathi hai.... Virat sir thodi bahut mere aaba jaise hai... Mujhe inke kareeb aane se problem nahi hothi hai.. kyu...
(Long pause) mujhe acha bhi lagtha hai... Mujhe acha lagtha hai... Haa.... Mujhe inke saath rehna acha lagtha hai....
Sai to virat: virat sir... Ek aur question...
Virat: poocho sai ....
Sai: agar aap mujhse pyaar karthe the tho aapne mujhse pehle bataya kyu nahi...
Virat: oh hello... Tumhe kya patha maine kitne baar khoshish ki hai .... Kabhi direct tho kabhi indirect.... Har baar koyi na koyi beech mein aa jathe the....
Sai: acha batayiye kya kya kiya hai...
Virat: kyu sai... Ab yeh sab baathe kyu... Kuch aur baath karthe hai.. hai na?
Sai: nahi mujhe janna hai... Janna hai .. bas...
Virat: acha teek hai...par tum gussa nahi karogi...
Sai: jab mai kudh pooch rahi hu tho gussa kyu karungi...
Virat: yeh bhi sahi hai.... teek hai phir suno...
Sai: mmm..
Virat: holi ke time pe mai tumse kuch batana chah raha tha... Yaad hai
Sai: haa
Virat: voh yahi baath thi ... Himmath nahi ho rahi thi tho sunny ne baang pila diya... Aur batha diya tumne tho bina sune hi chali gayi....
Sai: ohh
Virat: haa... Dusri baar tho pulkit tai lunch par aaye the us raath ko mai indirectly bholne ki koshish ki.... Pakhi aagayi...
Sai: indirectly matlab...
Virat: matlab.... Matlab and all nahi poocha tumne.... Aur voh kabhi aur time bata dunga... Please is baar Jidh math karo... Please...
Sai: teek hai... Continue...
Virat: mm.... Uske baad harini ke bday ke din jagda hua tha... Tab bataane hi vala tha lekin... Aai agayi thi...
Tumhare cultural fest ke time bhi jab tum dressing room thi aur mai milne aya tha tab bhi koshish kari pulkit aagaya... Tumhare bday ke din car mein gift dekar propose karne vala tha aai ka call agaya...
Sai🤭🤭🤭
Virat: has kyu rahi ho... Kitne koshishe  ki aaj jaake batha paya...
Sai: mmm....
Mujhe aapse kuch kehna hai...
Virat: ha kaho na...
Sai: chalthe hue baath karthe hai na...
Virat: teek hai...
Sai and Virat starts walking...
Sai: voh....uh.... virat sir humare beech jab sab kuch teek ho raha hotha hai tab mere samne pakhi didi se related baathen aise aa jathi hai jisse mujhe voh vada voh committement sab yaad aa jathe hai aur shayad isi vajah se mai phirse humare beech diwaar kadi kar dethi hu... Virat sir aapko patha hai kabhi kabhi aap mujhe mere aaba ke ehsaas kara dethe ho.... Aapka gusse se mujhe nafrat hai... Lekin aapka care aur concern... Voh mujhe bohot pasand hai... yeh sach hai ki Mai apke saath bhohot comfortable feel karne lagi hu aur shayad isi vajah se apka kareeb aana....
She pauses.... Virat is listening keenly... Waiting for her to complete her statement..
She comes in front of him..
Closes her eyes and says in one go..
Sai: virat sir ... I love you...
Virat is in shock... Sai opens her eyes as she didn't get any reaction... She say virat standing still.... She shakes him and pinched him to bring back to his senses...
Virat: ouch... Yeh sach hai... Sai tumne mujhe...
Sai: haa....
Virat hugs her tightly in happiness...
Virat: sai tumhe patha bhi nahi saktha ki mai kitnaaa kush hu.... I love you too Sai... I am so happy today....

This is what I want in the show... Straight forward simple confession... But no makers are interested in jilebis... Anyway I hope you like it.... Thanks for supporting me...