Isabella POV
It's a long story and i hope you won't get bored ...i told him...
I know that until and unless i tells him what had happened in the past he won't let it go...i don't know whether i can trust him or not but ...when i look in his eyes all i could see was sincerity...
I had to let it out..
Go on wifey ..he urged me..
Let me start with everything...
(Flashback to her past)
My mother was Eighteen when she met my dad in a party hosted by her best friend.
She was secretly in love with him ..the party was wild and she got drunk ..
They had one night stand and i was conceived.My dad didn't want to have any connections with her nor me..so he asked my mom to abort me ..
My mother didn't liked the idea of killing an innocent child so she said she would keep the baby ...
After some few days my dad came back to my mom saying that he was wrong and that he loved her and the baby ..
She thought he loved her but no he was using her only for money because my mom was from a rich background
....i don't know the details but my mom said that her parents were one of the richest businessman.So back to the story ..
Her parents had their doubts ..and of course every parent will.... then it seems one night he was caught cheating on my mom with another woman but my mom being blinded by her love for him...she forgave him..
Her parents opposed to the idea of them getting married because they knew that if they let that man become a family member it would be a doomsday for the family as well as the business.My mother being young and naive got manipulated by my father's words and thought that her parents didn't want her to be happy so ...one night she stole all the money that was in her parents closet and ran away with my father.
At first it was okay , they had everything they needed ..
Slowly and slowly the happiness they had was no more and there were constant fights ..my dad was angry because my mom couldn't talk with her parents and convince them..his dream was shattered .After i was born my dad was more angry because i was a girl..he always wanted to have a son ...he told my mom that i wasn't his child and that my mom was cheating on him.
But she had never been with anyone except with him and he knew that too..
Inorder to raise her family my mom got herself a job as a nurse as she had the basic education....no matter what she did ..dad was never happy he would come home hit her and abuse her.He would always take out his anger on her ... always blaming her for everything..
He wouldn't even come home for days ,weeks and months... sometimes he even brought different woman and please them..as if like we didn't even existed.
years went by ....my mom always thought that he will change and didn't complaint a single thing..she numb all her sadness.. and always had a smile on her face .
I remember when i was five year old ..my father came home drunk and started calling my mom names ....
Blaming everything on her ...i was too scared of him.. everytime he came home my mom would hide me from him....
He started to beat her and i couldn't bear it anymore..my mother saw me looking at them and she begged me to hide but..i didn't listened to her ..i went and bite my dad's leg telling him to leave us alone ..He looked at me with pure disgust before grabbing me and thew me on the floor.. he hit me continuously..grabbed my neck and started to choke me ...i thought i was about to die......
I was very scared..my mother was crying and begged him to spare me and that he could do anything he want to do with her..He let go of me...i was finding difficult to breathe . as i was catching my breathe i saw my dad pulling me mother to his room by her hair ..
Go to your room my mom told me... And she didn't have to repeat i went and locked the door ..
All night i could hear my mom crying ...
The next morning i saw my mother lying on the floor she winced in pain as she tried to stand up .
The moment she saw me she cried ..i ran to her and hugged her...
I am sorry baby i am so sorry.. She told me as she sobbed continuously.
Mommy...my stomach hurts i told her ....
She looked at me once again and took me to nearest hospital...
I had a broken rib.There are so many incidents such as those where i had to hide in the bathroom while my dad beat the shit out of my mom ......
I couldn't understand why he was doing all this ... We never hurt him . . And my mother never cheated on him or disobeyed him... But he always blamed everything on her.
But as i grew i began to understand..
My dad never loved her ... Nor he wanted me... He would always call me a mistake everytime he hurt me....
He just wanted her wealth when he couldn't get it he blamed it all on her..
And all he did was abuse us .
I also came to know that not only he abused her but then he even raped her.......We never knew what he did for a living but he always had a gun with him...he threatened us that it would not even take a second for him to blew up our heads with it if we ever tried to call the cops...
We couldn't leave the house even if we want to.. luckily he allowed me
To go to school as long as i kept my mouth shut...Few years ago he left us and didn't return for almost a year and that's when we finally moved in here..
(End of Flashback)Sometimes it's scary to think what. if he ever get hold of us..... it'll be the worst nightmare.
I was now crying...i didn't even knew that i was until Sebastian wiped my tears and hugged me....
We stayed in complete silence
.....i felt much better after telling him...he is the second person after Anna and i hope he won't betray me...he won't right ? I thought..
I have grown to trust him a little..i want to completely trust him but i just couldn't....maybe one day i will be able to.....But right now trust is off the hook..Issy....he suddenly cupped my cheeks and stared right into my eyes and said ..
I promise you that i will protect you and your mother...okay ..you don't need to worry ...i am here for you and will always be there for you...
Thank you so much seb... nobody has ever done this much for me.....I'm indebted you...
Come on wifey...don't say such things......
I didn't want to ruin the moment so i stay silent , leaning on his chest and listening to his heart beat..
Wifey.. .
Hmm.....
Will you be my girlfriend?
Huh? I started at him as if like i saw a ghost...
.....hope you all like this chapter!!
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