Omega? - NorRay - The Promised Neverland

Chapter ten

Damn, Ray~

.•*𝚁𝚊𝚢'𝚜 𝙿𝙾𝚅*•.

I needed to get an abortion, but I know Norman doesn't want that at all.

"Leave my room, I don't wanna hear anything from you more." I told and took her wrist and pulled her out of my room.

It really annoyed me, she was on Norman's side and that I should tell him- Wait, what if she does?!

I ran out of the room and hurried downstairs. I saw Emma and Norman, and Norman just looked at me surprised. Did she tell him?.. "Ray..." My body froze, I couldn't move a single movement.

Emma walked towards me, and she handed her hand on my shoulder. "I want you to tell him, not me, Ray." She said and walked past me and into the kitchen.

I can't tell him, I just can't! I thought and saw him walk towards me. My body still told me not move.

He took me into hug, but I didn't hug back at all. "I'll help you go through this. I won't just watch you do that, I won't-" He told me and just smiled. "Norman... I-I don't think I want the baby... I think I'm going to get an abortion. I'm sorry..." I told him and he stopped hugging me, and just looked at me. "What?!" He shouted a little. I just looked away from him, didn't want to see his disappointment look.

It is also his baby, of course. But I just don't feel like being a parent yet...

He walked some steps backwards. He must be really shocked for hearing my words.

I think Gilda and Don was surprised, too. "You're wanna have an abortion?..." He asked lowly to me. "Y-yes..." I murmured. "What was that?" Norman asked me. "I said yes, Norman. I'm not ready to be a parent, it can be you are, but I am not..." I told him. He smiled, that kinda annoyed me and I crossed my arms. "I understand." Was the only think he said to me. Seriously, doesn't he care- "If you aren't ready, you shouldn't push yourself to do it. It's your choice and I'll accept it which you choose." He said. It made me wide my eyes for hearing those words from him, but I still wasn't sure yet, if I actually should take an abortion, but I did say I didn't wanted to be a parent.

I should try get a day to get the abortion. I thought and walked up to my room. I got my phone and keyed the number to get an abortion time to do, but I hesitated, I didn't know why... Was it my decision to get an abortion?... It couldn't be, right?...

I rang and they answered the call. "Hi, what can we do for you?" A lady asked in the other side. "I want a time to get an.... An abortion, thanks." I told, and she reply as a yes and asked which day I could come and get the abortion. I replied tomorrow, but they couldn't so she asked if the day after and I said that was fine. I hang up and walked to the bed and I laid myself down. I was holding around my belly with my hand, as I looked down not smiling of getting an abortion. Do I want to keep the baby?!

I shook my and stopped holding around my belly. I wanted to have someone with me when I'm going to get that abortion. Emma would be a good choice, I guess. I thought and went up from my bed and downstairs to the others.

I saw Emma, Norman, Gilda, and Don in the living room, watching a movie. Emma turned her head and saw me, and I was looking at them watching the movie. "Ray, wanna watch the movie with us?!" She asked, and it made the others look at me, too. Norman paused the movie and looked at me, as the three other did. "I have a time at the doctor on friday to get an abortion and I want you Emma, to come with me if you have time..." I said and Emma had a big smile on her face and said she would like come with me. Norman didn't say anything and looked back at the tv, but looked down. "I'll be in my room.." I nervously said and walked up to my room again.

I of course knew he was a bit upset over I chose Emma instead of him, I do understand that. But I couldn't let him see me getting an abortion, the father of my child. I rubbed on my belly and smiled. Thinking I'm actually pregnant, that's insane, really. I am a bit nervous about getting that abortion, but I have no choice to do that...

I was laying in my bed again, looking at my phone which was TikTok I looked through videos. I heard a knock on the door and I sat up and answered yes to let they come in. It was Norman, what did he want know?

"Ray, listen to me... I didn't mean to get you pregnant. It's okay if you hate me, I understand. But please, don't ignore me..." He told and made some upsets brows at me. I wasn't mad at him anymore, just some hours ago, of course. "I'm not mad at you. Well, I was, but not anymore." I said and looked away and turned around to the other side.

I heard his footsteps coming closer, and the door close. I felt he sat down the bed, rubbing my waist. I blushed a little of that. "Can I... Lay beside you?" He asked and I turned around to look at him. "So you like mean, cuddle?" I asked. He nodded and I just said yes. He got under the blanket and took my head into his chest and his hand up to my head and his other hand at my back. He was rubbing my head and I closed my eyes, as he probably also did, too.