IF I NEVER LOVED YOU

CHAPTER 10

THE NEXT MORNING AK WOKE UP AND SAW TK SITTING ON THE COUCH SHE LOOKED AROUND AND REALISED THAT SHE ISN'T IN BHAMAS BUT IN TK FLAT...SHE STAND UP AND MOVED TOWARDS THE DOOR WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING OR GIVING THE GLANCE TO TK .... AS SHE WAS GOING TO OPEN THE DOOR OF THE ROOM.. TK HOLD HER HAND AND PULLED HER TOWARD HIMSELF....AK LANDED ON HIS CHEST ... SHE DIDN'T LOOK INTO HIS EYES AS SHE KNEW THAT IF SHE LOOKED INTO HIS EYES SHE WOULD GET LOST IN THEM... AND THAT EYE CONTACT WILL MAKE HER WEAK...WHICH SHE DIDN'T WANT IT ATLEAST NOT AT THAT TIME WHERE SHE KNOW THAT SHE IS GOING TO DIE....
AK - LEAVE ME...
TK- ....
AK - I SAID LEAVE ME..
TK - ....
AS TK DIDN'T RESPOND TO ANY ON HER REQUEST...SO SHE LOOKED UPWARDS INTO THE EYES OF TK...THAT WAS THE MOMENT TK BUILT AN EYE CONTACT... AK COULD CLEARLY SEE REGERT AND GUILT IN HIS EYES ... BUT SHE COULDN'T UNDERSTAND THAT WHY WAS THERE GUILT AND REGERT IN HIS EYES..WAS IT A SYMPATHY HE WAS HAVING FOR HER AS SHE WAS GOING TO DIE... WAS IT CUZ OF THE CHILD SHE IS BEARING..OR IS IT JUST A FAKE DRAMA TO HURT HER MORE..LITTLE SHE DID KNOW THAT THE GUY SHE IS LOVING FOR YEARS HAVE FALLEN FOR HER TOO.. BUT THIS TIME IT WILL BE TK WHO WOULD CHASE HER...LOVE HER...AND FIGHT WITH HER TO MAKE HER LIVE LONGER ....

AKTK HAD EYE CONTACT...WHEN TK SPOKE....
TK - ASHI I KNOW .. TUM MUJHSE GUSSA HO , NARAZ HO .... PAR EK BAAR MERI BAAT SUNLO....
AK - BAAT SUNLO...KYA BAAT SUNU... TANZEEL MAIN PHELE BHI KHE CHUKI AUR WAPAS TUMHE YAAD DILA DEYI HUN KI IT IS OVER BETWEEN US.....AUR ABB MAIN TUMHE KHUD KO AUR HURT NHI KARNE DUNGI AUR NA HI APNE BABY KO...
TK - ASHI MAIN NA HI TUMHE AUR NA HI HUMARE BABY KO...
AK - HUMARA NHI SIRF MERA BABY HAI YEH...AUR KIS HAQ SE TUM ISSE HUMARA BABY BOL RHE HU...AGAR RIYA YA KISI AUR NE SUNLIA TOH BAAKI KO LAGE KA KI TUM MUJHSE PYAAR KARTE HO...PLEASE ABB AUR KOI CONFUSION MAT KARO KISSE KE LIYE BHI...MAIN APNI LIFE MAIN KHUSH HO...AUR TUM BHI AAJ ENGAGE HONE WALE HO RIYA SE..ISSLIYE BETTER HOGA KI MAIN YAHA SE CHALI JAUN...
TK - NHI ASHI MAIN RIYA SE ENGAGE NHI HONA WALA..
AK - KYU ..KAHI USSE ISS BABY KE BAARE MAIN TOH NHI PTA CHL GAYA...EK MIN TUMNE KAHA THA HUMARA BABY..TUMHE KAISE PTA KI YE BABY KISKA HAI...
TK - WO USS RAAT JO BHI HUA THA MUJHE SAB YAAD THA LEKIN MAIN WO SAB ACCEPT KARNE KE LITE READY NHI THA..AUR ISSLIYE USS DIN KE BAAD TUMHE AUR IGNORED KARNE LAGA JISSE ISS TOPIC PAR BAAT NA HO..
A TEAR FELL FROM AK EYES...
AK - ISKA MATLAB TUMHE SAB KUCH YAAD HOKAR BHI TUMNE YE PRETEND KIYA KI TUMHE KUCH YAAD NHI HAI...AUR EK BAAR BHI YE NHI SOCHA KI MAIN KYA SOCH RHI HU..MAIN KYA KAR RHI HOGI..
TK - I KNOW ASHI MAIN GALAT THA PAR..
AK ON TOP OF HER VOICE GALAT ..PAR TANZEEL BASS KARO TUMHE PTA BHI HAI KI MAINE ABB TAK KYA KYA SAHA HAI ..BACHPAN SE MAIN JO BHI KARTI THI MOM DAD MUJHE DAATE THE...TOH UNKI HAPPINESS KE LIYE MAINE APNA CHILDHOOD KHO DIYA..WO HAR BAAR KHTE THE KI RIYA KI TARAH BANO..USKI TARAH SAMAJDAR CLASSIC JO HAR ROYAL AND RICH FAMILY KI LADIKYA HOTI HAI.. WO LOG MUJHE RIYA TOH BANTE GAYE PAR UNHE KABHI YE YAAD NHI AAYA KI MAIN ASHI HU....UNKI ASLI BETI..AAJ TAK MERE SCHOOL MERE FRIENDS MERE COLLEGE SAB CHEEZE MOM DAD NE DECIDE KI YAHA TAK KI MAINE AAJ TAK MAINE APNA FAVOURITE FOOD TAK KABHI GHAR MAIN BANVYA KYUKI HAR KISI KO RIYA KA TASTE PASAND HAI... MUJHE HUMESHA RIYA KI SHADOW BANA KAR RAKHA AUR JAB MAINE KISI SE PHELI BAAR PYAAR KIYA ... TOH USSE BHI CHODNA PADA KYU SIRF ISSLIYE KYUKI RIYA TUMSE PYAAR KARTI THI..AUR AGAR SAACH KAHO TOH MAIN RIYA KE LIYE TUMHE CHODNE KE LIYE BHI TYAAR HU....PAR JAB RIYA GAYI THI TUM SHAADI KE LIYE MANA KAR SKATE THE PAR NHI KARA KYUKI TUMHE REVENGE CHAHIYE THA AUR MERI CHOICE HMM ...WO TOH KABHI KISINE PUCHI HI NHI JO USS WAQT PUCH LETE BASS RIYA NE BOLDIA TOH WO KARDIA..MERE PARENTS TUMNE SABLOGO NE MUJHE SIRF AUR SIRF RIYA KA SUBSTITUTE SAMJHA HAI...AGAR EK BAAR BHI AAKAR TUM MUJHE YE BATA DETE KI TUMHE SAB YAAD HAI TOH MAIN ISS GUILT MAIN NHI RETHI KI MAINE APNI BHEN KO DHOKA DIYA HAI..YE SOCH SOCH KAR PAGAL NHI HOTI INN 6 MAHINE KI AGAR KABHI TK KO PTA CHLA KI USKA EK BABY BHI HAI ..TOH KAHI WO MUJHE AUR BABY HATE NA KARE...TUMHE TOH MERI EK HAIR CLIP BHI PASAND NHI TOH MERE BABY SE TOH SHAYAD ISS JANAM MAIN TOH TUM KABHI BHI PYAAR NHI KAR SKATE...MAIN KOSHISH KARTI RAHI KI TUMHE BATA SAKU KI TUMSE KITNA PYAAR KARTI HU LEKIN SHAYAD BHAGWAN KO BHI YE MANZOOR NHI HAI....AAJ TAK MUJHE KABHI WO PYAAR BHI MILA JO MAIN CHATHI ..JAB CHOTI THI TAB APNE FRIENDS KE PARENTS UNHE BAAR GHUMTE HUE DEKH THI ... LEKIN MERE PARENTS WO TOH BUSINESS MAIN BUSY THE....JAB BADI HUI TOH SAB LADIKYON KO DATE PAR JAATE HUE DEKH THI PAR MAIN APNE PYAAR KO APNE BHEN KE SAATH...JAB SHAADI HUI TOH LAGA KI SHAYAD MERE PASS TUMHE YE BATANE KA MAUKA HAI KI MAIN TUMSE KITNA PYAAR KARTI HU ..PAR HAR DIN TUMHARE AFFAIR KI NEWS TV PAR DEKH THI...LOGO NE JAB BHI KUCH HUA USKA INLZAAM MUJH PAR DAAL DIA ..PAR MAIN KABHI KUCH NHI BOLA KYUKI MAIN SIRF TUMSE PYAAR KARTI THI HUMESHA KHUD KO YE KHELAR SAMJA DETI THI KI MERA PYAAR TUMHARE LIYE WO LOG NHI SAMAJGE PAR ASAL MAIN TOH MERE PYAAR TUM NHI SAMAJ PAYE..AUR ABB MAIN MAA BANE WALI HU..SABKO DEKHA HAI KI WO APNE BABY KE SAATH KHELTE HAI .. UNSE PYAAR KARTE HAI .. UNHE SAHI GALAT SAMAJTE HAI .MAIN ISS BABY KO WO PYAAR DENA CHATHI THI JO MUJHE KABHI NHI MILA PAR ABB YE BHI NHI KAR PAUNGI...TANZEEL SAB NE MILKAR MUJHE PHELE KI MAAR DIYA HAI I AM ALREADY BROKEN..PLEASE MUJHE AUR DHUK MAT DO MAIN ISS BABY KO BIRTH DENA CHATHI HU JAANE SE PHELE BASS ESA KUCH CHODKAR JAANA CHATHI HU JISSE YE YAAD RHE KI MUJHSE JYADA PYAAR TUMSE KOI NHI KAR SKTA TUM BHI NHI ..(AK STARTED TO BREATHE HEAVILY)LEKIN AGAR TUM MUJHE AUR DUKH DOGE TOH KAHI ..MAIN ISS..ISS BABY KE AANE SE PHE..PHELE HI NA..MAAR JA..JAO SAYING THIS SHE FAINTED...

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