Colson baker

Seven

The song was over and the room was silent untill colson spoke up brakeing the silence "did you really wright that about me?" I nodded as I looked at him "well I love it, let's go take Cassie home, or I'll go and you can hang out with Ash" he said "uh colson she's mine for an hour so go" he nodded as he left "he hated it." I said as soon as the door shut "no, I don't think he did I just think that he wasn't expecting it" Ash said
Colsons pov
Me and Cassie got in the car and I was so fucking pissted at myself all I said was that I love it, I do love it but I could have said more then that I mean that was fucking amazing I stoped Cassie off at her mom's and drove home still pissted and I assume rook noticed "to kellz what's up" he asked with a worried look "pressly wore a fucking song about me!" I said rasieing my voice "what's wrong with that? That sounds sweet" he said confused "yah it is! But all I said was "I love it" it was fucking amazing! She looked so disappointed in herself when I only said I love it!" I yell "kellz calm down it's ok" rook said as slim ran it see what's happening "what going on" slim asked "she's gunna fucking hate me!" I yelled "come on kellz go lay down" I go to my room and just lay there hugging a pillow
Rooks pov (mention of death and had self harm)
I got kelz to go to his room and 5 minutes later I herd a knock on the door and it was Emma (Cassie's mom) and she was crying with Cassie in her arms "hey what's going on?" I asked "where's colson I need him to watch Cassie, my mom passed and I need to get to the hospital" she said "he's in his room I'll take Cassie" I took Cassie and Emma left then 10 minutes later there was another knock on the door and it was pressly "why'd you knock?" I asked "I dont ready live here but where's kellz?" She asked as Cassie ran down the hall "daddy is sleeping! And won't wake up! Help him!"
Presslys pov
We all ran into kellz room and he his arms where bleeding and he passed out rook called an ambulance and Cassie was just crying and hugging colsons head
(Time skip)
We where at the hospital a little bit ago and colson was awake, Cassie was on the bed sleeping with colson and I was just watching them lay there then a cop walked in "colson baker? Father of Cassie baker?" The cop asked and colson nodded "I have some bad news, Lynn connon (Cassie's grandma on her mom's side) passed and on her way to the hospital Emma connon got into a car crash and died" the cop said to colson and the cop left I seen the panic in colson eyes as he said "how am I going to tell cassie, I had a hard enough time telling her about my dad now I have to tell her about her grandmother and mom!" I sat next to colson and held his hand to calm him down but it didn't work he closed his eyes really tite and kept repeating "I'm sorry,I'm sorry, I'm sorry" "who are you talking to colson?" I asked "my dad he hated that I had a kid at 18, now I can't do anything about it, if I can't go on tour then I can't make money to take care of Cassie" he said looking at Cassie who is laying at his feet "why wouldnt you be able to go on tour?" I asked "cause cassie, when I go on tour she always stays with her mom, without her mom, I'm gunna have to be a full time parent, that's if they let me keep her, cause Emma's mom and dad said I raped emma, I didn't, they hated me but loved cassie, they probably fight for custody" he said hoped ventalateing "we won't let them, from what I've seen your the best fucking dad ever and if the court don't see that we will make them" I said trying to calm him down "no even if they see it I won't be able to go on tour to take care of her" he said starting to cry "hey. When you go on tours I will take care of Cassie." I said "then maybe we can make it work" he said Cassie woke up half an hour later "cassie, your mom and grandma passed away but you still have me and I'll never leave you" he said looking her in the eyes "really dad! Don't lie to me, I almost lost you today, you think I don't know what happened but I do! And you still drink like grandpa did you could die like he did" she said sad but mad at her dad for lieing "I'll never do it again, and I'm sorry for what I did I wasn't thinking about how other people would feel