Colson baker

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Imma keep going with this actually cause I tore 3 fucking chapters of the rook book I was gunna start and each chapter had over 1000 words and none of it saved

The next morning I woke up and colson was completely naked next to me but I know we didn't fuck "babe why are you naked?" I asked skateing him "huh?" He said rubbing his eyes "why are you naked, we didn't have sex" i said "you know I have hands, I don't need no mouth or pussy" he said and I jumped out of the bed "you're grose! Please take a shower and change the bed sheets" I said "I'll change the bed sheets but I'm too tired for a shower" he said getting out of bed and getting new sheets out of the closet "please don't be mad you where asleep and it really hurt" he said "it's ok just werid" I said. He tryed to kiss me but I put my finger to his lips and he looked hurt "I don't know if your a werido who got a rib removed so they can suck their own dick" I said laughing "you seen the x ray when I swolowed the key, and you've sucked my dick" he said "fair enough, gimme a kiss" I said and kissed him. I got a pair of jeans and turned around to put them on cause I cut my thighs so no one can see "why'd you turn around?" Colson said fixing the new sheets "I don't know" I said "baby don't lie to me take the jeans of and turn around" he said, I think he already knew cause I've told him story's about my past, so I pulled the jeans and did a full 360 "babe. Don't do this" he said so I turned to I was faceing him and he seen the cuts "why?" He asked and just looked at me "it just helps me calm down and before we got marryed I kinda needed that" I said "you where haveing second thoughts?" He asked and is face looked hurt "no, well yah but not about marrying you about eloping" I said "yah about that I don't think we are actually marryed yet cause that guy looked like my old drug dealer.." he said "maybe it's for the best i mean, look at us we are a fucking shit show, neather of us really have parents any more, I'm barely emotionly stable, I can't fucking tell if your emotionly stabe cause you keep me locked out when it comes to that shit, we are completely different from eachother" I said "are we brakeing up?" He asked "I don't fucking know, I love you with all my heart but we are a shit show and you can't prove me wrong" I said sitting on the floor crying and he came and sat behind me so I cuddled into his chest "your only looking at the negatives, I see two people in love with an amazing family, that loves them and a daughter that is basically their best friend" he said "your right, i do only look at the negatives, I love you" I said "I love you too" he said and we just sat there for a little while "you smell like sex" I said looking up at colson "good thing?" He asked "no you smell like you had sex and didn't shower for a week" I said "to be fair I probably haven't showered in a week" he said "your grose" I said "you don't seem to mind" he said "yah cause I love you but please shower more often, you stink" o said still not moveing and I didn't really mind that he smelt werid cause I love him, I think if anyone walked in I'd cry cause colson has only boxers on an do only have a bra and a pair of colsons boxers on, and we are cuddleing on the floor, I kinda wanted to get up but I also want to saver the moment cause colson is always doing something important like makeing music or hanging out with Cassie witch I love their bond but he's always eather smokeing or doing something so we don't normally cuddle without being intruped so this was nice. "Hey dad! Can you help me please!?" Cassie yelled from the other side of the door "yah hold on" he said to Cassie "baby you gotta get off me so I can help Cassie" he said unwrapping his arms from me so I can get up. I finches getting my pants on and I put a hoodie on, when I went to the living room everyone was there even colson "baby I think you should take anxiety pill" colson said "really colson an intervention for this" i said and he nodded "don't hurt yourself, you need a new way to calm down" rook said "I don't care" I said "please take the anxiety pills" Cassie said "fine I'll take them but they probably won't work" I said "ok dad will you help me make Bacon now?" Cassie asked and he nodded when they where done they just sat in the kitchen eating "I'm still mad at you" I said sitting next to colson "don't be mad at him it was for the best" Cassie said "fine but he told everyone my business" I said "im sorry" he said looking at me with puppy dog eyes "it's fine" I said resting my head o his shoulder