9th member; of Stray Kids x2

If things were different; Special chapter

A/n: hehe I'm still alive hi. Y'all are not ready for this chapterrrr.

"What the- W-what are you doing here?" Chan was startled the second he entered his dark studio and saw Suri sitting on his chair. "I thought you went home."  

"I couldn't sleep." Chan sat down beside Suri, looking at her confused. "Jeongin and Hyunjin were playing video games." She lied. 

"Hyunjin is not even home." Chan chuckled, before sighing. "Do you miss Jeno?" The girl recently broke up with her boyfriend, the rumors and hate were probably getting to her and Chan was able to tell that she had trouble sleeping and being herself again. 

"Not really. I thought I would, but it doesn't affect me that bad." The girl finally turned to look at Chan who was already looking at her, his eyes softened the second he met hers. "Am I a bad person?"

"Well sometimes you can be annoying-"

"Chris-" Chan couldn't help but smile widely when the girl chuckled, hitting his arm softly.

"If you were a bad person you wouldn't have been here with us till now."

"Yes, but-"

"Suri, when I asked you to join us, I was more than sure that you belonged here with us. I was sure of your heart, talent, and brain. Suri, I knew we needed you, like how you need us. Since the day I met you, I knew you were amazing, and till now, Su. You're talented, amazing, and worth all the love in the world. Jeno is just stupid to give you up. Anyone would be lucky to have you. You're the most talented girl I have ever seen in my life, you can sing, dance, rap and take care of all of us too. We'd be no where without you. You're beautiful, and no matter what you always look gorgeous to me, since the first day I saw you and you smiled back at me, and boom I kept thinking about how beautiful you looked and you know what? My heart hasn't stopped beating normally ever since then and no matter how much I keep telling myself not to see you like this, I can't help fall more-"

"Wait, what?" Suri eyes widened, turning her attention fully to Chan who was confused for a second.

"What?"

"Did yo-" Chan only then realised that he accidentally confessed to the girl he promised himself not to tell anything. "Chris, what did you just say?"

"That you're an amazing dancer, sing-"

"No, after that."

"You're an amazing rapp-"

"Christopher Bang, wha-"

"I have a lot of work, see you later." Chan got up, leaving the room, but Suri quickly stopped him, standing between him and the door behind her.

"Chris-"

"Stop." Suri looked up at him confused. "Stop calling me Chris."

"I thought you liked when I called you Chr-"

"I do, more than you think, but after what I just said awhile ago, I don't want you to call me Chris anymore, I might lose control." Chan had his eyes closed tightly and his hands beside him tightly closed. This was the first time for Suri to see him this weak and scared.

"What if I want you to lose control?" Suri whispered, moving closer to Chan, only for him to take a step back, eyes still tightly shut. "Chris, do you like me?" Silence filled the room, and it answered Suri's question, but she wanted a little bit more confirmation for her to make a move.

"Chris-" She didn't have time to finish when she was pushed against the door, her back hitting it softly, but her head didn't touch the door, because of Chan's hand that softly held her head, while his lips roughly slammed into hers, holding her face with his free hand. She couldn't help, but let out a gasp, but it didn't take her a second to close her eyes and kiss back, resting both her hands on his biceps, holding onto him tightly afraid that she might fall if he wasn't holding her.

They both don't even know how long they had their lips against each other's, but Chan pulled away the second he felt Suri struggling to kiss back. The two of them rested their foreheads against each other, eyes still tightly shut. The sound of their panting was loud, and Chan's hand that was behind her head was now resting on her waist, pulling her closer if that was even possible.

"I-" he tried to start, but the second he opened his eyes again, he was met with her pink swollen lips and he couldn't help but put his similar ones against hers once again. "I love you, Suri." He whispered the second he pulled away afraid that if he didn't say it now, he won't be able to ever say it again. He felt the girl's smile against his lips, as they connected their lips to each other again, and now Suri's hands that was on him were wrapped around his neck, pulling him down to her, as he wrapped both of his arms around her waist. They pulled away once again, only to clutch into each other more, hugging each other tightly.

"I love you too, Chris."