14th December, 2017

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14th December, 2017

...I haven't been able to sleep for the past week. Schedule's been really hectic. We're all surviving on 45 minutes sleep everyday.

Thankfully it's my birthday month so ARMYs are hyping me up. They've always been doing it. I posted a selca a few days back on twitter and even with my makeup on they understood I was tired. They asked me to take care of myself and not overwork....but little do they know we're doing this so THEY can rest well. They always tell us how we and our music help them when they need someone by their side the most. So we feel obligated to complete this job for them. We work till we drop so we can hear them saying "you picked me up again when I fell; your music stood by me in my hard times and I'm thankful to BTS...." these are the words that keep us going.

But even with so much love around me I still can't stop thinking about her.

This dream has seriously taken a toll on me. I don't know why it's bothering me so much but now I've started looking at passerbys when we're in the van and try to kind of look at their faces to recognise her.

But no one. I don't see her anymore. After the wings album release we gained more global recognition. We've made many new fans.
We need to work harder for them.

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