Nobody Knows My Heart

🌀🌺🍃Tainted Paradise🍃🌺🌀

Hello!!! You lovely people. Furthermore, this isn't the update you guys were wondering would be lol as could have told from the title.

ngl I am bizarre and my mind seems to work during the weirdest times. lol.

Not shocking right? But in all fairness, I have to sit and carefully construct the plot on shenanigans series as before I used to randomly vomit out the imagination but now I have to work hard on it.

Furthermore, how would you guys feel if those stories are turned into a separate book? I'm considering doing that. But I really could use some advice right now.
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Tainted / Taint

/teɪnt/

a person or thing that's been touched by rot or corruption.

Tainted. Their relationship was tainted, corrupted, and defiled with longing, lust, and insecurity. They were provoked and driven by lust rather than love. Love in any form of relationship is like a foundation along with trust and honesty. For Tanvi and Joseph, they lacked all three. Maybe love was there at first, somewhere deep, concealing from their demons.

It would be a lie to say that they never loved each other. They once were a solid and inseparable duo but at last, all good things must come to an end. But maybe, for them, the end came rather quickly. As mentioned lust is like a parasite, it is there somewhere inside you, feeding off you without you being aware of its whereabouts. As lust shrouds itself in the covering of senseless love, it also makes you go insane making you lose your sanity. When the whole basis of your relationship is rooted in lust it is bound to end in a very bad way.

Lust is a mere word of four letters. But it is such a powerful word. Strong enough to be deemed as a sin. Love and lust can exist together in a relationship. But lust can be more powerful than love in some cases. And unfortunately, it was the highest force that drove Tanvi and Joseph.

When Tanvi thought that marrying someone else would finally ease off her mind from Joe, she was wrong. Whereas, for Joe, he moved to central London to find a distraction or maybe an objective in his worthless life. He wanted to forget about her. Her curly raven hair that lightly brushed on her shoulders or her thick eyebrows (a/n I think thick eyebrows are pretty) moved with her every emotion. He was addicted to her in all senses.

Tanvi was married to a man who cared a little for his wife or their home. Both of them weren't pleased or satisfied with their marriage. Maybe one of the reasons also could be that she was never really got over her former lover.

Flashback

The sound of bare skin clashing against one another filled the room. Clothes were scattered on the floor around the room. The smell of cigarettes and liquor lingering in the air. The man and woman were a mess, both burdened down by the rounds of their passionate lovemaking. But for them, there was no stopping. Both knew it was wrong and probably even illegal. But who was there to stop them?