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(Y/N)'s POV
Is it wrong to say that I admire everything about my best friend?
He is breath taking I may say, from his sky blue eyes to his beautiful blonde hair that dances in the wind.
He never shows his weaknesses to anyone, and even when the closest person to him died, he still kept a strong face, which I believe is just admirable....
When I see him smile, I can't help but smile too knowing that he is happy, and when he cries, he cries alone thinking that I wouldn't be able to hear him through the thin walls, but I do, and it hurts to know that he may not trust me enough to show me all the sides of him.
I mean, it may sound the least bit selfish, but to know that me and him have been friends for 5 years straight yet he doesn't want to show me any other side of him other than when he is strong, hurts me the most....
his soothing voice calling my name rings through my mind every hour or so "(Y/N)" he spoke softly and I took it as me daydreaming when I answered "Yes bruv, I hear the wedding bells too.... Soon enough it may happen...."
True enough, that was another dream of mines, maybe getting together with someone as cool as him, and having a story to tell people as the years may pass, the word 'whipped' is what I may use to describe myself as, but I won't say it loud enough for him to hear, besides, He only thinks of me as a friend and nothing more.... "Yo (Y/N), what wedding bells are you talking about?! Can't you see that he is about to kill you?!" Chifuyu exclaimed. Who is he talking about though? we are literally indoors, who would want to kill me now.
And then my eyes widened as I heard it, a load gunshot and the sounds of groans coming from a pained voice, "OH SHIT I DIED!" I screamed coming out of my trance and immediately tossed my phone aside before laying down on the floor, "And you said you were good at this game, but you made our team lose." He teased, is it also okay for me to say that he looks slightly hot when he smirks like that, or is it just me?
"You have been acting weird these days.... Is something wrong?" Well no shit sherlock, obviously something is wrong, for example.... It is illegal for you to look that good, you are making me catch unwanted feelings that could possibly ruin this already perfect friendship we have, but of course I won't tell you that.
"Nah nothing's wrong bruv, it's just my period kicking." I responded with the best excuse I could have possible think of.... Well not like it wasn't true though, maybe I am just over emotional because of that....
"Oh really? Do you want to cuddle like old times if that makes you feel better?" He questioned in a worrisome tone as he also laid down next to me on the wooden floor board and turned his face toward mines. Of course me being me replied yes, I mean, exactly who would deny warm cuddles, and better yet with someone this cute (seeing that I consider myself not really beautiful or anything.)
He bought my timid body into his warm arms and I smiled in delight, to be honest, I have never done this with him in years knowing that somehow, my feelings for him may only grow more than it already has.
I snuggled deeper into his comforting arms as I enhaled his sweet scent, cheery with a touch of vanilla I would describe the aroma as.....
"Did my son put on some type of perfume to impress a girl?~" I teased not expecting to get reply but the next words that exited from his thin pink lips in reply made a deep dent in my heart, "Surprisingly the answer is yes to that, she is cool and beautiful at that..... But I don't think I have the courage to tell her that I like her..." He chuckled. It's kind of disappointing that this is the first time I have seen such a love stricken expression cover his beautiful features and it even hurts more that this expression was not for me but for someone else.
My already broken heart recieved another crack to worry about and he didn't even know, the tears that were welling up by the corner of my eyes, waiting to crawl down my rosy cheeks, were at its brink, but I held it in to the best of my ability.
"Really? what kind of person is she?" I questioned with my voice cracking but tried to hide in through giggle.
I should have never fallen for him.... I should've known that this will only ruin our friendship, I should have known that he wouldn't have liked me back, I should have known that I would have ended up only heart broken in the end, I should have known this was how it would be... But I only listened to my heart in the end, and look at me now, a heart broken mess listening to the love of her life ranting about some crush of his.
"Well, she is a little bit younger than me, although sometimes she acts more mature.... She has this weird obsession with video games and trying to be better than everyone but always ends up crying for help in the end, she shouts a lot and is always a pain in the ass, but fun to be around, there is also the fact that I sometimes used to think that she had a strong crush on Baji because of how she acted around him, but these days she is showing me otherwise. When she cries, to be honest, she looks like a pig rolling around in mud so I prefer she doesn't and instead chooses to smile, which I also wish I can make her do more often. Let me not forget that she is also weird and loves to talk about how marriage is her biggest dream and that she wants to be a wedding planner in the future... I guess the word I used wouldn't be the proper word to describe how I feel about her, but love may be...." He explained and held my tighter in his arms.
"mmmh.She sounds so nice~ M...may..be I can meet her... s-someda-" I began my sentence but slowly broke down in tears as I dug my face in deeper into his chest. Why can't I be happy for them? Why does my heart hurt even more? Just why?
I wondered as more tears began to poor down from my glassy eyes, I had enough, I have endured this painful feeling for way too long and I wanted to finally get it off my chest..... "Fuyu-I..I l H-ave.. lo...ved yo.....u for as long as I have remembered and I can't bare it.. n.o. more...." I sobbed into his chest and he looked down at me with a loving smile as he continued, "You wouldn't believe what she told me when I was just about to confess my feelings..... She told me that she loved me... How heart felt ain't it, partner?" He asked before I raised my head to looking into his blue orbs as if seeking an answer.
"(Y/N) (L/N), I have loved you for as long as I have remember, but I only discovered it a few days ago.... Foolish aren't I?" He questioned with a sad smile and I felt even more tears fall down from my (e/c) eyes than before, as I nodded in reply.
"Would you agree to being my girlfriend still?" He asked with a gentle tone and the words rolled off my tongue so easily "Of..... course" I replied with a sniffle before he slowly closed the gap between our lips until there was non at all.
The end.....
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