I get home, and I feel like I'm in heaven. I can't believe I kissed Chris! I can't figure out if this is a dream or, if it's really reality.
My mom sees me, confused at how dreamy I look.
"Well...I see somebody is happy." she says, smiling but also looking concerened.
"Yeah..." i said, looking concerned myself, trying to figure out what my mom is thinking.
I run upstairs as fast as I can, and go into my room. I just can't believe he actually kissed me! I mean; ME... not Gissell. M-E!
Wow. I text dad, saying hello. Mind you that I usually don't call him, text him, or anything. The only reason I texted him just now was becuase Im fricking head over heels.
And of course, he didnt reply.
Hmph.
I roll, lay on my back, then look at the cieling. This all happened so fast. I start to think. To think hard. What if Gissell finds out that I made up this lie about her? What if this was all just a prank? What is he kissed me becuase he knew I liked him? What if he just kissed me becuase he felt bad for me? WHAT IF?!
Just right after my last thought, my cellphone vibrated. It seems like a got a text from an unknown number. Uh-oh. I feel a tight knot in my stomach. I look at it.
'Hey Judy. It's Gissell, and I already found out what you did to my boyfriend. How could you? I thought you was a sweet little angel. And now the whole school is gonna know your a slut. Oh and for the extra bonus, I'll tell every boy in the school that you want them, for the little lie you told about me to Chris. Nice job!'
Oh. My. God.
No no no no no!
I run to the bathroom, already feeling myself bursting out crying. How could she? How did she know my number! Oh my god. Im so stupid!
And that's when I start blaming myself.
How could I even talk to him, and walk with him? I should have never kissed him; never walked with him! And now the whole school is going to think thats I'm a slut. Why did I even start lying!? God!
I call my cousin to ask my advise. Wait. What am I doing?
What is wrong with me? After all my cousin taught me to be independent and not give a crap about nobody, I decide to feel corry and bad.
'Judy, calm down. Get it together. Stop crying. Stop. You can do this. Just backfire. Thats all.' I say in my head.
I need to go on with the "new" me, and I have to start acting like it.
But I know that the whole school is going to know about the little rumor Gissell made up. But I know I'm also going to have to do something that I certaintly do not want to do.
Make Chris jealous
