𝐾𝑎𝑖𝑙𝑦𝑛 𝑆𝑎𝑖𝑦𝑜𝑟 𝑅𝑒𝑖𝑑ఌ
"Stop Taryn you're a bully" I said pushing him off of Kam.
"Im done playing with you da you cheat" She mugged him and went into my room.
"Y'all some babies" He said shaking his head.
He tried to kiss my lips but I turned my head and he kissed my cheek instead.
"Everybody sleep and shit it's just ussss" He said hugging me.
"Yeah" I stood there awkwardly.
"What you wanna do?" He asked ignoring how i was acting.
"Umm.. i don't know" I mumbled wrapping my blanket around me sitting on the floor.
"You feeling okay?" He asked me.
"Yes i'm fine"
"You still upset with me" He asked sitting down in front of me.
"Yes" I mumbled looking into my lap.
don't cry don't cry
"I understand" He said lowly.
I felt myself beginning to cry so i just stood up and walked outside to the balcony.
"I fucking hate this dumbass shit" I mumbled to myself wiping my face and shutting the door.
I started breathing heavily and my leg started bouncing and i knew i was about to have an attack.
can i get a break!!!?
breath
breath
breath
I took my phone out my pocket and dialed my dads number.
"Ayooo-" I hung up knowing it would make my just cry even more.
breathe
breathe
breathe
I stood up out the chair and began pacing back and forth around the balcony scratching roughly and the skin on my hands.
"Mama it's col- you okay" Taryn asked coming outside.
He messed up the path of my pacing so i crawled into a ball on the ground.
Help
I need help
"Mama get up get up" Taryn said trying to grab me but i just screamed out.
"Leave me alone" I cried into my knees.
help
help
"It's cold you're going to get sick" He said picking me up bringing me back inside.
"Let me go" I said crying hitting his chest.
"Calm down mama" He said laying me on the couch.
I rocked back and forth in a ball and cried.
"Here" He said handing me some water.
I took it and stopped rocking and drank some of it.
"What happened" He asked.
stop talking to me
Every time i had an attack no one was around so him talking just made it worse.
"Kailyn talk to me" He said grabbing my hand.
"Leave me alone" I snatched away from him.
He didn't say anything else and just stared at me.
He was only getting me more anxious so i stood up and began pacing back and forth.
I clawed at the skin on my hands and arms.
"Bra stop that you bleeding" He said standing up walking over to me.
"Leave me alone" I mumbled pushing past him.
He took out his phone and called someone.
"Hello? Yeah something is going on with my girlfriend"
"I don't know but i need help"
"I NEED HELP JUST SEND HELP" He screamed making me jump.
I continued pacing and crying until someone else came in and grabbed my hands about 10 minutes later.
"Hey hey hey" Some lady said grabbing me bringing me to sit on the couch.
punch her
"Leave me alone" I snatched my hands away from her.
"I'm just here to help tell me what's going on" She said sitting on the couch grabbing me to stop me from moving.
"Leave me alone" I said again.
"Tal-" I cut her off by punching her directly in her face.
"Aww!!" She yelled holding her nose.
Taryn ran to me and grabbed me.
"Kailyn stop!" He yelled holding my arms.
"GET OFF ME" I screamed.
"Chill out it's okay!!"
3 more people ran in and grabbed me then stuck a needle in my neck.
"FUCK IS YALL DOING" I heard Taryn scream as everything got blurry.
I felt dizzy and suddenly everything went black.
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another question besties. so y'all know Kailyn birthday is december 21st, i should start using dates but anyway. so i really don't want to write her birthday becauseeee, i don't really know how i want it to go out...
so would y'all like for me to skip to the next day and describe it? or just write it.
But if i write it it's not gone be good.
