Sometimes I think I'm stupid. Acting like you love someone might seem easy, but it's really not. Because there is always that voice in the back of your head, saying you do love him, your not faking. But then you start to believe it, then you start to feel it. Being in love with someone that you thought you could never love because there the one that has destroyed you, is difficult. Even if it wan't difficult, I can't love him. I just can't. You can't just automatically love someone that is a monster. Someone that is hurting you on purpose. You don't want to feel yourself fall helplessly for someone that has hurt you in the most worst way. Because I don't want to feel it. I want to hate him, yell at him, kill him, but at the same time, I can't. I love the monster who took everything from me.
I love him.......
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