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maybe it should be

4 years later......

Hoseok's mind traveled deep from his thoughts wondering where the fuck is Jungkook right now?

He looked at his left hand, where a beautiful symbol of love, made of silver adorned his ring finger. He felt his eyes fill with tears lately he was crying over everything.

He bring his hands to his face and wipe his tears even without shedding. He took the last sip of wine he had in his glass, enjoying the dry taste of it.

perhaps he was exacerbating but the past did not leave hin alone.

10:08

He put the wine away, blow out the candles, put dinner in the oven, and clean his plate. what was meant to be romantic dinner had gone to hell.

He walked to his room dragging his feet, he was tired, it had been a long day shopping then he had to go to the company where his presence was required.

He had spent 2 hours choosing clothes for the occasion, amd when he finally did, it took another 2 hours to cook to celebrate his "anniversary".

But a certine person never came. So not to screw up his day anymore, he decide that the best thing would be to go to bed.

When he was wrapped up, he allowed the momeories to fill his head.

One memory in particular came sending chills through his entire body.

*Flashback*

~Four years ago things with Jungkook, has been on attention and Jungkook asked him to go live with him. Obvioulsy he refused, believing that Jungkook wouldn't mind. But once again he was wrong.

One day like any other, his world was blurred, be knew that telling his parents that he was gay would have consequences, but he was detemined to do it. He couldn't stand it anymore, he wanted to be happy and he didn't just do it for him, but also for his Jungkook.

But he never thought his parents were so selfish. A few day's later his mother arrived with a blonde girl, he introduce herlself as Lisa, His future wife.

It was a waste of time arguing with his father, he just told him, "You are not a fag Hoseok, be a man for the first time in your life, you will get married, form a nice family and you will take over the company.

He doesn't come down from his room for a week, nor does he answer his boyfriend's calls. When one day he was alone with lis, he apologized for her futuer marriage, Lisa explained that her parents wanted to join their company with that of the jung and what better way than to unite the 2 heirs in holy matrimony.

She also told him she never would want him, that she wanted to marry someone she loved, and that was not Hoseok.

Feeling great relife, he also told Lisa about his plans. Go with Jungkook away from thier lives together. above all to compensate his boyfriend for all the bad times that they had put him through.

But life had fucking sense of humor. One afternook when he arrived shopping with his mother and fiancée, he found his sister drinking tea, but not alone.

Jungkook was there. He felt every part of his body lose a trace of heart. Every second that passed his gaze never left that of his boyfreind, he could see pain, betrayal and especially dissapointment when Lisa introduce herself as his future wife.

When Jungkook left his house saying anything his heart stop for a few seconds. Muttering "I'm sorry" to those present in the room, he ran after him. When he took his hand and Jungkook walked away as if his touched burned, his heart broke.

With hurtful words, looks of disapointment and pain, Jungkook announced the end of thier relationship, all that was caused by Hoseok, he could not balme anyone other than himself, it was his mistake, his fault, his selfishness .

*End of flashback*

10:56 pm.

The unsehd tears in the eyes were present, and this time he would let them flow.
He needed to get rid of the pain and that had tormented him so much since that day.

He heard the vibration of his cell phone letting him know that someone was calling him. He didn't feel like talking to anyone.

That led him to another memory.

A few says after Jungkook broke up with hin, and namjoon call him to say "fucking coward" for his new engagement, he decide that it should all end.

Seeing the inceredulous faces of his parents when he told them that he would leave business and study at a dance academy had been the greatest satisfaction he had ever felt. Jiwoo squealed with happiness, took the opportunity to also tell them that she would go with Hoseol, since she would go to study fashion designs.

To say that they were angry was not enough. They looked like damn demons just out of fucking hell.

But it was worth the scream from his mother, the punch to his lips that he recived from his father.

There was only one thing missing, to recive the love of his life, the man who made him feel good, Jeon Jungkook.

But life again had a surprise for him, because not only was there one of the worst storms that seoul has seen, when he arrived at hsi ex-boyfriend's apartment, it hurt his heart to call him that, he notice that it was empty.

He was about to curse when the sound of his cell phone distracted him, it was something namjoon told him that he should answer him and he did.

*call*
Listen and don't talk you idoit. jiwoo told me what you just did, so i congratulate you little brother. You are free, but you just lack something and that is man who turns you into 4 every night and makes you moan and that you clearly love Jeon Jungkook. Do not ask how i know because i will not tell you, but at this moment he is going to taht airport. hurry if you want to stop him from leaving.
*end of call*

And so  namjoon cut the call. it took Hoseok a few minutes to come out of amazment, he had called him an idiot! Also, was he breathing when he told him all thatz, without any pause?
When he realize he was beginning to wander, he put his cell phone away and started down the stairs as quickly as possible.

Going out into the street, he began to run at full speed that his legs allowed him towards the nearest airport. Hoping to arrive on time, and thought while running, with a stork like this it was impossible for any aircarft to deploy. And come on, it was the first time that life favored him.

When he began to question whether he had taken his car, he could visualize a taxi in the distance.

It was Jungkook.

Why was he so sure? Easy was the only taxi on the streets of seoul in the wee hours of the morning under the storm.
And if it wan't, he had to risk it.

He scream his name, but it was impossible for him to hear it. He took a couple of shortcuts between alleys and when he finally saw the taxi coming he jumped on it. perhaps he should have thought better of it before doing so, his nose hit the windshiled so hard that for a momnet he felt dizzy, and as he rolled on the hood he felt a sharp pain in his ribs.

In his head it had been a good plan but now he was in the middle of the street , hearing murmurs coming from the driver, he tried to concentrate to know what he was saying but all he heard was a heartbreaking scream from that hoars voice that he loved so much.

"Hoseok" shout was his Jungkook's voice.

Then everything went dark.