i know i love you | yeonbin

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이 제로의 세계 속 I know you're my one and only
이 끝이 없던 어둠 속 Like oh my god, so holy

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"bin hyung, why you even bother? look, he's been with that girl for like his high school life and now we're on college, and you're still into him" - beomgyu

that is true, soobin was all head over heels to yeonjun for almost 6 years, but he can't tell to him, it might break their friendship that had been built for 7 years, he can't afford to lose him. he'd rather keep it than letting him know, but we do know that secrets couldn't be hidden forever, right?

it took him a year to develop his feelings since their high school, but at that time, yeonjun has a girlfriend, he loves her, she loves him, they have a perfect relationship, all student were jealous of them.

"gyu, look i don't care if he has a girlfriend, because i'm hopeful that one day we will be together" - soobin

'one day we will be together'

"good for you hyung, being positive, while taehyun over here, can't even ask kai to be his bf " - beomgyu

"hey gyu, even though you're older, imma whoop you if you don't stop there" - taehyun

it's lunch time and they were on 4th floor making their way to fetch yeonjun, expecting also his girlfriend by his side but this time, she's not there and yeonjun's facial expression were sad and hopeless. this is new to their sight and completely confused on what they were seeing. sometimes this sightings were rarely to be seen, it happened when her gf is either being bossy or yeonjun did something, but from soobin's point of view, it wasn't. there is something more than those things

soobin rushed on his way to a restless yeonjun leaving the two behind, worried that something had happen between his gf.

"hyungieeee what happened to you, you look so bad. classes didn't made you like that right? so tell me what you feel today" - soobin

"can we please get out of here, i don't want some people hearing this" - yeonjun

soobin nods and starts dragging yeonjun out from the crowd all the way to the library, more quiet and no one won't hear them, beomgyu and taehyun won't know that they're there, so later he would just text the two, but he thinks its much better because yeonjun only trust  soobin to not tell anyone except his friends.

when they got to the library, soobin searched a hidden place which is by the bookshelves so yeonjun can tell him what had happened.

"now hyung tell me what happened and why you look like you haven't slept" - soobin

"that saturday i told you when we were going on a date? after that date, she broke up with me" - yeonjun

"for what reason? why did she broke up with you?" - soobin

"she said that she's falling out of love and she felt that it would'nt work anymore, and i begged her but she just left me" - yeonjun

he started bursting his tears and soobin hugged him tightly, making him feel loved and no wouldn't leave him, and it ringed him something

'one day i will have a chance'

'one day'

"i love her too much, i did what i can and i still got dumped, i always love her and i gave her what she likes but i'm still not good enough for her" - yeonjun

"come on hyungie, you're much better than what she replaced you with, make yourself feel better, okay? don't think like that" - soobin

"thank you binnie, i know you're the only one i can trust keeping this, its just that you're the one stood up for me and always making me feel better" - yeonjun

"come on hyung we've been besties for years and you're still like that, i always said it's fine telling your problems" - soobin

"binnie i want someone who will take away my problems with her, i want her to feel like she wasted a guy like me" - yeonjun

"so sudden? but sure okay date whoever you want?" - soobin

'give me please, one chance...'

"binnie, are you willing to do it with me? i'll pay you if you want, just please, i want someone to get rid of her in my mind" - yeonjun

"hyung, i always love you as my friend but being in a relationship with you? i don't think so" - soobin

"pretty pleaseee" - yeonjun

and this time yeonjun pouted, his puppy eyes, soobin can't say no for that cuteness, he knew it was his weakness.

'maybe this was the day'

'but i can't, i don't wanna get hurt, but if it is for yeonjun...'

'then i'm willing to do what he wants'

"okay.. "

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first update yey, kinda took long because i have problems in my stomach and it feels like shit (no pun intended)

but yeh love u all 😙😙

- manuel