Santana turned on music and let the sound drone out her thoughts.
Look at the stars look how they shine for you
And everything you do
Yeah, they were all yellow
I came along I wrote a song for you
And all the things you do, and it was called yellow.
Starting the water in the shower, Santana let the steam fill the room, breathing in the effervescent air, and slowly peeled her tank top from her sticky skin. She let her sleep shorts slide down, and she stepped into the scalding water, hissing at the sensation against her skin.
So then I took my turn
Oh, what a thing to have done
And it was all yellow
Your skin, oh yeah, your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
You know, you know I love you so
You know I love you so
Santana hiccuped and let her stream of tears turn into loud sobs. She huffed for air and wrapped her arms around her stomach. Santana leaned against the cool wall of the shower, sliding down slowly. With her face buried in her hands, she hadn't noticed how much she needed air. She quickly gasped and leaned her head against the wall. "God, what is wrong with me?" She whispered.
I swam across
I jumped across for you
Oh, what a thing to do
Cause you were all yellow
I drew a line
I drew a line for you
Oh, what a thing to do
And it was all yellow
Your skin, oh, yeah, your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful, and you know
For you, I'd bleed myself dry
For you, I'd bleed myself dry
A small chuckle escaped her lips. There had to be humor in this, right? A girl. The girl that she was in love with and the reason for everything she is today. The girl who was the sole purpose of her survival from kindergarten through graduation. The girl whose heart she had broken, who she'd abandoned. That girl was here. She could be anywhere in the world, but of course, she's here.
"Of course." She thought out loud.
It's true
Look how they shine for you
Look how they shine for you
Look how they shine
Look at the stars look how they shine for you
And all the things that you do
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Honey, No Regrets
RomanceAfter years of addiction to one another, Santana chooses to take a separate path from Brittany. Three years after making that decision, Santana is in LA thriving in her music career with a new girlfriend. When Brittany appears back in her life to ch...