I stared out the car window on my way to New York. "why is this happening to me?"
I thought as I road down the road filled with hills.
My parents have been nagging me about whats been on my mind. Since apparently I haven't been acting "myself".
I said what I usually do... "nothing"
I wanted to tell them what was really on my mind I didn't want to lose him.
Was it really fair that Daniel and Alyvia get to see my soulmate, the love of my life on a daily basis.
As a reminder of the biggest disappointment in my life; Alyvia texted me
alyviaaa: did you leave yettt
me: yeah :/
I signed. she probably texted me something else but i liked to stare out the window.
We arrived in the drive way of my new home. I did not want this. I should say something. No. I shouldn't.
I grabbed my bag and went to my room. My empty room. Filled with sunlight and dust.
I sighed and held back tears. I thought maybe I should text him. "Maybe he hates me, do I annoy him?"
