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The next few days was spent with me trying to help Takemichi to find a clue while his wedding was nearing too. It made us really nervous and I met a lot of his friends such as Mitsuya, Naoto, Kazutora and the other guys.

I caught up with Hinata too and she cried while she hugged me. She was happy to see me to be alive and happy.

It was heartwarming but the guilt of Emma still eating me inside out. I couldn't believe she died in both outcomes as Takemichi didn't see that coming at all. Draken still felt really sad about her death. He told me that she would've been happy to see me again.

Now, I was on the balcony of my apartment in the city while I was holding a bottle of alcohol. I hate the taste of it but it's something that got my mind off of the world for a while. I would've gone out with Yuki but she's working.

Some days ago, I decided to tell Hajime that I wanted to stop working as I couldn't do my best in this condition. Hajime just asked me why as he said that I was really useful and he even told me that he didn't mind raising my pay.

I didn't accept it of course and now here I am involved with a much worse gang. In the meantime I went to the gym and also trying to get myself to be back in shape.

My apartment was a bit small but I could fit a punching bag inside as I think it's better than using a human as a practice. I also tried to strengthen my stamina again so I could run and do such a thing.

"Hmmm... I wonder if those two are in a gang." I said loudly to myself then I chugged some more.

"Haaaah... this thing really taste like shit, I wonder how my workmates are drinking this every time they hang out." I said as I took one last gulp from it.

I wasn't drunk but a bit tipsy. People might misunderstand me why I'm drinking while I'm sad. It's not because like I want to take off everything from my mind. It's more of so I can sleep as it usually brought sleepiness and I felt more relaxed.

I brushed my teeth after and I tugged myself in bed. I looked out the window as I could see the city lights.

"I need to be stronger."

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The next day I woke up and after I took care of myself, finally I started my workout routine. I went to the gym downstairs and run on the treadmill for an hour and when I got up I started to practice on the punching bag.

When I was done, I took a shower and cooked breakfast for myself. I sat down and ate my breakfast silently until Takemichi called me.

"Hello?" "(Y/N)! I found a lead and it's on an abandoned building. People said that they like to go there usually!" Takemichi said and I smiled, "good job! Let's go there tonight!" I said excitedly.

It was still morning so I decided to walk around the area to refresh myself up. Today was really bright and it was going to rain soon in the afternoon.

Not gonna lie, I was curious and it had been bothering me for a while. What happened if I ended up with Hanma. He wasn't the kindest and probably he didn't care when I died in that timeline.

My mind kept going to every different scenario that would've happen in the pass. I would ask Takemichi but I just know that he'll feel sad and pressured if I ask him about that.

I arrived home at around 5 pm and I decided to change my clothes to my thick jacket and leggings. Just in case if we needed to fight against someone or maybe even running.

I went to Takemichi apartment and knocked on his door. It took him a minute to open the door and he wore a plain shirt like always.

"Dude I swear, if you're gonna fight someone in that kind of clothes you'll get bruised really easily." I said as Takemichi just smiled nervously while scratching the back of his head.

"Yeah.. but we won't fight anyone today." Takemichi said as he looked at me, "right...?" He added unsure about his decision.

I shrugged my shoulders and I started walking. Takemichi walked beside me as we talked about random stuff.

We arrived at the building and it looked like a ruin more than a building. It was really dark too. We went up the stairs and I looked around.

Takemichi sat on one of the chair and I decided not to sit with him. I was walking around then suddenly I heard a click beside me.

Takemichi didn't say anything as someone just walked and by the sound of it sat down. I raised my hands and I took a glance on the person who put a gun on my head.

"Kakucho...?" I asked surprised that it was him but he just shoved the gun to my head more.

Takemichi and Mikey were talking as I was looking for the easiest way to run. Kakucho was good at fighting but I was better. The problem now was Takemichi since he was weak as hell.

"Kakucho, why are you here?" I asked as he just stared at me, "still holding a grudge against me?" I asked laughing to cover up my surprise and maybe sadness.

"No, I'm just doing my job." Kakucho said as I turned my head around so I was facing him, "oh? Kill me then. Free me from my guilt." I said as he just glared at me.

"KILL ME!" I yelled as I gritted my teeth, "end me here. I don't want to live with guilt haunting me." I said as a guy with white hair just turned to look at me.

He looked really skinny and I just know that he didn't get enough sleep. He was the one who had a tattoo on his neck so this guy was probably Mikey.

"Guilt huh." He said as he walked closer to me, "what do you know about guilt?" He asked as I gripped my palm.

"Do you think knowing your friend die and you weren't there for her at all is not guilt?!" I asked as I glared at him.

"My siblings died in front of me."

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