Good morning!!! After watching a movie on Netflix and having a word with God feelings began to change. Thoughts began to glow. Self love became a factor. I lay in my bed thinking, thinking of all the energy I put trying to hang around others, trying make things seem like it's gravy when it's not. Self love D. Self love and focus is what I need. Getting to my bag, making sure I'm putting the right things in my body, and becoming just a better me is what I need. I don't need to be around people to feel like I fit in, I don't need to put on fronts. I need to be me and become the best me for myself. Yeah this won't be easy because I know I will run into these same feelings again. Can't promise the feelings will even get better or even out faster for me, but one thing that I can take away that is positive..It's that by expressing the way I feel on this book helps. It brings out all the pain the guilt that I had which I never really knew I had until I started to write. I don't know if anyone will ever read this but this is helping in a major way that I thought could never happen. Shoot I'm surprised I'm even doing this,but I'm just glad to see myself figuring out ways to help the pain. One note I want to leave is LOVE. I love that you read this, I love that I came out and spoke about my problems, I love that your smiling right now, and I love life in human form because you never know what was in your real past or what's in your real future you following me? Haha thank you.
-love
Daniel Ramone P Young-Banks
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Salad&Hennesy
Non-FictionA night alone a night with no friends a night with a lot of thoughts
