Her childhood trauma

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Warning:-
This chapter can be very sensitive to many people. Read it at your own risk.

"Guys I wanted to tell you all something." Lucy said in Monotone while she lowered her head a bit. Everyone looked at her and their faces instantly went from happy to sad. 
"What happened Lucy. You can share anything you want with us." Adrien said and the others nodded in agreement. 

"I have a reason why I don't celebrate my birthday......." Everyone curiously looked at her but only one person was sitting lonely at the back  with her head lowered with her lips lightly parted looking as sad as the girl in the front with all the attention. She sat their lonely as if she new everything and of course she did. 

"I have a terrible childhood trauma related to my birthday......."

Flashback to her childhood

"You are just a useless piece of shit!" Lucy's father yelled at her mother while her mother laid there as if she was lifeless sobbing with her one hand on her mouth and other her other hand clutched onto her daughter's hand who was hiding behind her with tears in her eyes. 

" You- are - just- a - mistake!" Her father said. He took out his belt beating Lucy in between every word he spoke. Her mother was trying to save her daughter but fainted when Lucy's father pushed her and she hit her head hard on the table side. Her head started bleeding while Lucy's body went numb when she saw her mother laying there with blood flowing down from the side of her head with her eyes closed. Her father walked away angrily.

The next morning Lucy's mother was cooking breakfast when Lucy came rubbing her eyes. She saw many alcohol bottles lying around the table along with some cigarettes. 
"Mom what are these?" A 10 years old Lucy asked with her doe eyes which were sparkling with curiosity which at  the same time looked tired. 
"Nothing baby nothing." Her mother said and hugged her daughter tightly and sobbed quietly.

"WHERE IS THE FOOD YOU SLUT!?" Her father shouted while her mother flinched and served the food while shaking in fear 
" Ewwww. IS THIS EVEN FOOD HUH? THIS IS JUST GARBAGE! EVEN A DOG WOULD NOT EAT IT." Her father shouted and insulted her food. All the while her mother was sobbing. Her father kicked her in the stomach 4 times. Soon her mother fainted and Lucy just sobbed hugging her mother.

Later in at mid-night Lucy's father came home drunk kissing another woman and making out with her. Lucy woke up startled by the sound of the door. She soon heard dirty sounds coming from her father's room. Devastated she start sobbing. She was disgusted and she was very afraid to break her family apart. 

The next day her father raped her mother in the store room and her mother died there crying. In the evening her father came home drunk again and beated Lucy till she fainted. Lucy had no option but to call the police. She was very sad that finally this type of day had come. The police had arrived after 5 minutes and found Lucy lying on the sofa half naked. Her father had come out of the shower wearing his clothes and when he saw police he ran but was caught and arrested. This day was the day she came in this world 11 years ago..... It was her 11th birthday.

Present:-

Lucy had tears in her eyes now. "You don't worry we are here for you. You don't deserve all this you deserve better." Oliver said. 

Everyone watched Tracy slowly get up and go to her room walking slowly. She was so lost in her thoughts that she did not notice Adrien walk with her and enter her room and sit on the edge of the bed. She came and sat beside him while she shed a tear and was still in her own thought. 

"Hey my sweet little girlfriend." Adrien said startling her. She crawled towards the other end of the bed until her back hit the wall. Adrien trapped her between his strong arms. 
"What's the matter. You can open up to me!" Adrien said gaining her confidence. 
"Adrien I-I could not concentrate on her words. I felt somehow connected to the dream which I had a year ago. I just can't get that dream out of my head. Tha- that woman had a blurry face but I felt like all these years I waited for my mother and she is now with me. I just feel like soon I am going to reunite with her. I keep on thinking about my mom dying in the car accident and the doctors carrying her dead body to the ambulance and my sister getting lost. It was all my fau- fault!" Tracy said sobbing and hugged Adrien while he hugged her back. 

"I am so sorry for your loss Tracy but now you have me and your father is also there." Adrien said comforting her as he lovingly caressed her hair. Soon Tracy stopped sobbing and her room became quiet. Adrien slowly looked at her and found her to be sound asleep. He chuckled at her cuteness. He slowly got up trying to leave without waking her up but ended up getting pulled back by her hand. Tracy mumbled something in her sleep which Adrien found cute. He slowly sat beside her and placed a kiss on top of her head. 

"Tracy , Tracy." A familiar voice echoed in Tracy's ears. It was the woman from before. Tracy soon saw a mass of fog approaching her which blocked her vision.  She stumbled and fell down and then looked down astonished. She didn't get hurt although the floor seemed to appear as if it was a marble one. She slowly got up and removed the dust off her clothes. She looked around and all of a sudden she was pulled by an invisible force and when it finally stopped pulling her, she looked around and saw thousands of mirrors around her reflecting her image. She tried to walk but instead she floated in the air. Suddenly there was a loud rustling and she looked down only to see some type of glass floor appearing beneath her which had a design carved and marked on it which was somewhat similar to the small tattoo like birthmark on her back. 

"Ahhhhh" Tracy let out as she held her shoulder in pain. Her birthmark started shining and started hurting as if someone has put it on fire. Slowly the burning sensation started to fade away and Tracy let out a sigh of relief. 

Suddenly something happened which terrified her to death.....

Keep on reading my book and stay tuned for the next chapter. Bye love you guys>🌟

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