Chapter 1

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Hello, my name is Charlette Summers, but I go by Charlie. I am a sixteen year old girl who feels so alone in this big world full of people. It's funny though, only few can see how I really feel, actually scratch that, two people know what I'm going through, though even they don't know how I feel.You see I can be quite good at hiding things, like emotions and anything that can get me down.I'm know in school as that smiley girl that very few people don't like, yet then again not many actually talk to me.But that's not the point, the point is not many people know who I really am.

I am quite a short girl only about 5'5 in height, I'm not the skinniest of girls and wouldn't go around in bikini's in the summer or crop tops or whatever, but then again I amn't overweight. I have big blue eyes, but you know sometimes I think I can see green in them, I don't know. I have long, really long brown hair that comes down to my bum, with bleached blond ends. I love my hair, it's my favourite thing about me. Probably the only thing I like about myself. Now you see how I am ?

I live with my mum and my little sister, Gracine, who is five years younger so going twelve this September, and my nan. Me, my mum and Gracine don't live with my Dad but we do still see him on the weekends and then we can be a "happy family". Ha note sarcasm. It's not that we aren't exactly happy it's just life isn't as easy as you would think. To go from having your whole family including you, your mum, your dad, your sister, your nan and even your dog, then because of a stupid argument and this bloody grudge that's held between your nan and your dad, you feel like you've lost your whole family. But maybe that's because it pretty much seems like I have. Nobody's the same in our house, we all act differently around each other, especially around my nan. But I guess that's the way it's going to be.

Some people may not find that as much to go through, because some will say things like "well at least you still have your dad, and all your family" or "stop feeling sorry for yourself, it's not as if you don't still have your family". But again, it's harder than it seems to people who have everything they need, all together in one house. I only get to see my dad on the weekends and even then it doesn't seem the same. My nan is bi-polar and you just really don't know how to act around her. We live with her, and some days she'll be happy and easy to talk to, and then other days you can walk into the sitting room where she is sitting watching telly like every blooming day, and she'll completely blank you like you did something wrong and you should know what you did. It just.... ugh, it really gets on my nerves.

So anywho's, I think that's enough of my life story for one day, how about we go to my good old friend twitter .

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First chapter done now guys. I thought you might like to know a bit about Charlie before we get started. So thanks xxx- Megan the penguin ( ha that's how I'm gonna sign off on these ).

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