Calum's pov
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'Calum come on get your bloody ass down here or we're gonna be late, again, because of you', Michael yells.
For god sake, shut up. I know, I love him and all the boys, but they don't know what I'm feeling. How could they though. I wont tell them. They've been my bestfriends for so long but you know, we're fellas, we cant go around telling everybody that you feel like shit. That you're upset, hurting. How fucking sad does that sound. Exactly, i would sound like a thick.
Actually now that i think about it, i guess they kinda do understand in a way. Luke is really shy, he never used to like being surrounded by many people. He hated having much attention on him, especially from a camera. when we finally got him to put videos on uTube, he started getting better, and now look at him. Is it weird for me to feel pretty proud of him. I'm really proud of the three of them.
Ashton, well we know how hard Ash has had it. He self harmed too. But he stopped for our beautiful fans.
Michael, I think Michael is a pretty amazing guy. He is so strong. He rarely shows if he is sad, but one time, close enough to when we started getting quite popular, the two of us had a conversation and he told me how he felt like he was the least liked in the band. None of the fans liked him, he said, he told me he felt like he had no use in the band. At the time he didn't realise how much we need him. How much we love him. Then he saw all the fans that really loved him. Now he doesn't care how many follower he has on twitter and instagram, he just cares about the fact that he has any. He really loves his Michael girls, and boys.
'CCCAALLLUUMMMMMM', oh shit. I didn't realise i was still sitting here. i stare at the conversation i just had with Charlie. I can't believe I finally got the courage to do it. I wish we didn't have to go to this stupid tour meeting today, then I could stay and talk to Charlie. There is so much that I want to know about her. I want to know EVERYTHING about her. That's weird, I don't mean it in a creepy, stalker kinda way, she's just really interesting. I'm gonna text her when I get back. By now me and the boys are arriving at the meeting. Right lets get this over with.
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FanfictionYou spend most of you teenage life wishing you could, just once, meet those boys who saved your life. You never thought you would ever get to talk to them, when they had done so much for you, but they didn't even know you existed. Or thats what you...
