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I was currently in my cabin asleep as I didnt get much sleep last night because I just couldn't get to sleep well that's what I told tommy anyway but really I was having a massive panic attack for no reason but that's just me I worry for absolutely no reason. I began trying to stay asleep by hugging my pillow and wrapping my body into my duvet, but nothing was working I just couldn't keep my eyes open, I began sobbing another anxiety attack coming over me my hands began shaking aswell as my body and I grabbed my pillow and began hugging it again sobbing into it.
"Ok dude see you later." I heard a voice speak. 𝘚𝘩𝘪𝘵 𝘪𝘵𝘴 𝘵𝘰𝘮𝘮𝘺. I wiped my tears from under my eyes trying to hide the fact that I was a complete wreck. "Hey babe." Tommy said as he came into my room, "hey are you ok? You look like you've been crying." He spoke as he sat on the side of bed looking at me. "Umm yeah I'm fine just cant sleep." He furrowed his brows and lifted my hand and took it into his "Babe you are shaking like crazy and your eyes are so red." He said as he caressed the top of my hand with his thumb.
I got up avoiding everything that he was saying to me I made my way to the wardrobe so I could get changed since I was still in my sweatpants and t-shirt. I picked out my outfit and began changing "Y/n can you not avoid me because you are worrying me please tell me what's wrong." He said turning me around to face him, "Tommy just stop and leave me alone I'm fine ok there is nothing wrong I just couldn't sleep." I said trying to hold back tears I started shaking again I walked past him making me way back to my bed before sitting on it.
"Babe I'm not tryna piss you off I'm just trying to help you." He spoke I began feeling bad I mean he had a point he was just tryna help and I was being a complete bitch but at the same time I didnt wanna tell him.
I started crying again I started feeling dizzy and lightheaded I grabbed Tommy's hand he tried holding me up to stop me from passing out "babe it's ok breathe I'm right here everything is gonna be ok I promise." I started taking deep breaths tryna calm myself down. The crying stopped but my shaking continued "i-im sorry tommy I'm s-so sorry I didnt mean to s-snap at you like that." I stuttered i felt like a complete idiot.
"Baby it's ok everythings ok I'm here for you." He said as he began stroking my hair as I leaned against his chest and started falling asleep again finally.
Hey yall so again I'm sorry if this isnt great but Enjoy <3
