one night is our lifetime

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Week 19

Last week we found out the gender of our babies, three little girls, it feels so terrifying, in 21 weeks I'll have three beautiful baby girls.

They haven't moved yet but I'm excited for the first kicks, Cooper and I are becoming friends, mostly for the sake of the babies but somewhere in me, I want him to be interested with me.

My normally clear skin is glowing and everyone in the hospital know, my bump is obvious with the rugrats growing exponentially in the past few weeks.

I never thought as myself as a mum, that doesn't mean I don't see myself as one in the near future.

They are marking my body, my skin is starting to show stretch marks, I hate them, I don't like the changes.

Addison is making sure I have extra check-in's, just to make sure my munchkins are doing fine, Cooper keeps telling me their gonna be fine, I just can't shake the feeling that something is gonna go wrong.

I sure as hell want all of my babies to be healthy.

So it's been ages since I updated lol, so I start year 10 on the 9th and I'll be busy with revision and stuff like that so I will be even less active.