love or host?

𝑪𝒂𝒏 𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝑴𝒂𝒌𝒆 𝑰𝒕 𝑳𝒂𝒔𝒕 𝑭𝒐𝒓𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓?

Me and technoblade were walking around the neighborhood we came to a stop, we stood there until we made sure no cars were coming. We made it to a park near by and went through the trail surrounding us with trees and bushes.

I looked up at the stars, techno stopped and looked up at the stars, he walked back to me and hugged me, his face dug into my neck,

he then looked back at me, I looked at his lips, I wanted to kiss him so badly, I admired him as we both looked into eachother's eyes.

I wanted tell him how I felt but before I could get a word out his lips met mine.

He held the back of my head pushing my head closer to mine, his lips crashing into mine.

I felt euphoric, I put my hands in his hair and played with it while still kissing him, I kissed him like I wouldn't get the chance ever again.

I felt butterflies in my stomach, I couldn't describe it, I wish it could last forever.

Once we broke out of the kiss he looked at me, we were both lost in eachother's eyes, I could tell my face was turning a dark tint of red, I was such an awkward person but the situation I was in right now made it worse, techno laughed at me knowing how embarrassed and flustered I was.

Even though I was nineteen I never had my first kiss, so the next time my mother asked me if I have a boyfriend or have kissed anyone yet, I'd have to say it was with a...

...

𝘼 𝙈𝙞𝙣𝙚𝙘𝙧𝙖𝙛𝙩 𝙎𝙩𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙢𝙚𝙧

...

It wasn't my proudest moment if I'm being honest, but it didn't matter because I enjoyed it and I think techno liked it aswell.

It seemed like he was flustered aswell due to the fact we walked home in silence, I didn't mind it though, it felt completely normal.

_______________time-skip______________

Technoblade went to bed and so did the rest (including me) I got ready, and I layed in bed I then heard a knock on the door, Technoblade's sister peeped through the door while still knocking gently on the door.

"You asleep?"
She asked in a whisper.

"Nope"
I tell her.

She then walks in the room all the way and closes the door that is now behind her.

"Sooo, I noticed you and techno were sleeping together this morning.."

She said.

"Oh, uh, yeah..."
I said hesitantly.

"Anything else happen today"
she asked, it seemed like she knew that we kissed but she looked so lost and clueless at the same time.

"Uh, yeah"
I said.

"Like what?"
She asked again.

"Uh, we might have-"

"We might have kissed..." I said timidly.

She gave me a shocked expression *😳*

"WELP, IM GOING TO SLEEP. GOOD NIGHT!" I told her, because it was the only excuse I could think of.

I then covered my body with the blanket, I hid myself from her, not wanting her to see the embarrassment and redness on my face.

She walked over to the bed and sat down.

"Ya know, obviously I'm happy for you but..."

"Technoblade...?" She asked.

I laughed at what she said and she laughed with me, she then left the room leaving me to sleep.

______________Time-skip_____________

I was sleeping peacefully when I heard the door creek open, I got a bit scared since I didn't know who was coming inside, I opened my eyes and saw Technoblade looking through the drawers.

"Techno what are you doing?"
I asked him.

"Oh you're awake! I uh, I was looking for one of my t-shirts"

He said surprised.

"Oh.. okay" I said flipping back to my side trying to fall asleep again.

After minutes of hearing rummaging in the drawers I felt what I assume was Technoblade's arm around me.

I flipped to my right side to look at him.

"Techno what are you doing?"
I asked again.

"I-
I cant sleep" he said.

"Hm, okay just-" I said trying to not fall asleep halfway through my sentence but failing miserably. Techno then pulled me in closer into his arms, slightly laughing at me.

"Just-
Just be quiet"

I told him yawning.

"Alright hun"
He said.

I fell asleep quickly becuase of the warmth, and he played with my hair which calmed me.