Last day with you | J.HS

III

The door opened revealing y/n's bedroom and her bathroom with the door opened because Taehyung was washing her bedsheets but Taehyung didn't notice you two.

He walked towards her bed and dropped her on the bed harshly for revenge since she teased him earlier. He suddenly lost his balance making him fall facing her but he put his hand on the bed just in time for support. His face was so close to hers that she could feel his breath on her neck. His face was inches away from hers and his eyes fell on her lips.

He stayed there for a while, contemplating whether if he should lean in and lay a kiss on her lips or back off and help her get on her toes. He wanted to move off of her and help her but his eyes locked on her lips.

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Although she might think of you as a friend, You think of her as your one and only but that will never happen under 2 conditions.

First, she had always friend-zoned you no matter how much you tried to get close to her more than friends would do. Second, it's about her health conditions.

You asked her a very obvious question last year if she was going to get a boyfriend. She said no and told you that she wouldn't find one because of her health. Even if she could feel the love she had always craved for, she thought that it would be better than her partner getting hurt after she is gone.

She deserves the love from her future partner which will never be me but more than that, she deserves the world, from me. I would be the happiest person alive just to be by her side even if I'm just a friend to her. You thought of her like that to yourself but you shaked it off.

You eyed her lip up and down once again making her confused and you made up your mind. You leaned in and she closed her eyes, responding to your message. Your lips were about to make contact with hers but a cough was heard from the corner of the room and you quickly turned to whoever that was.

It was Taehyung holding a basket with.....wet.......bedsheets coming from..............her bathroom?

"Did Mom told you to find a room? You're not wrong though, I just need to clean my eyes with bleach, nothing much to do." He said and left the room with droplets of water dripping behind his feet from the basket leaving a trail.

You turned to look at y/n and her eyes were closed as if she were asleep. You waved my hands over her eyes and she didn't flinch at all. You stupid dumb fuck, how can she flinch when she closed her eyes? You cursed to myself and leaned in to check her breath just in case she died waiting for your kiss.

Sneakily, you leaned in and left a peck on her lips. You pulled away but she put her hands on your cheeks and pull you in, leaving you speechless. She opened her eyes and smiled making your heart flutter. You could feel the butterflies flying around in your stomach. Y/n, you don't know how crazy you make me feel whenever I'm with you.

You thought so and with no control in yourself, you clashed your lips into hers and she closed her eyes, enjoying the moment. You stuck your tongue in her mouth and she opened her mouth, giving you the permission. You played with her tongue and sucked on it earning a moan from her while a smirk formed on your face.

Both of you continued to do it for a while until you guys were out of breath. Both of you pulled away from the kiss and the string of your saliva that got mixed up with hers hung across each other while you guys stayed silent, silently glancing at each other.

Did I mess up? Did she hate it? Does she hate me now? I messed up, I fucking messed up. It's gone, our friendship is gone. Our childhood together is all gone. You thought to yourself and started to panick.

"Did I force you to do it? I'm so sorry if you were uncomfortable." You said and got up to walk away but she reached her hand out and held your wrist tightly. I turned around with a confused expression and she pulled me down making me sit back on the mattress.

"If I didn't like the kiss, I would've pushed you away and since when did you get so bold about this?" She asked me a sudden question making me flustered while she just stayed there smiling.

She slowly took my hands and and held it in hers while looking at me.

"I'm sorry to disappoint you but I won't accept anyone as my lover even if I love them." She said and let go of my hands. She got up from the bed and walked towards the door, ready to leave the room.

I got up and walked up to her and stayed behind her. I wrapped my arms around her neck and pull her down making her lay her head on my chest while my body lay on the ground.

She coughed and a faint laugh soon came out of her mouth making my mouth curved into a smile. I joined her and we started to talk about our dumb mistakes and stupid behaviors we used to do together when we were younger.

"So you said that you won't accept anyone to be your lover even if you love them, is there any chance that you love me?" I asked and she got up from my chest and turned to look at me.

"I mean, I can say that I love you but I don't want to show it." She said with a smile on her face and laid back on my chest.

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