Help me......- a depressed tommyinnit story

Chapter 1

Tommy's pov

Today was the day the whole smp meets up. I just landed in Florida on the way to The house dream rented for the month just for us to stay in. Dream picked me up because wilbur was flying in tomorrow and George was already in Florida, "Hey Dream whos at the house already?" I asked "umm Karl , Sapnap, Purpled, Quakity Bbh, Techno, George and Ranboo" Dream said"So all the people who already lived in the US?" "Yep" "Ok". Im a little worried because I haven't eat in a few weeks. And if they saw that I didn't eat they would be worried. "Hey Tommy we're here" dream said snapping me back to reality. I grabbed my suitcase and went inside." Hey Tommy!" "Hey bad". "Hey Toms, I will give you a tour later so go pick a room" "Kay thnxs bitch" "Language Tommy" "Yea yea'' I run upstairs to pick my room. I picked the first room that I could find and it wasn't half that bad, it has white painted walls a bed and a desk with a pc, monitor and all the shit you need for streaming.

1 hour later

Sapnap just gave a tour of the house and to be honest is was pretty big. I go upstairs to go stream with quackity and Karl. When I was walking to my room I saw Ranboo in his room sleeping. Dang he's cute- what no what am I thinking he's not cute! "YOU GONNA PLAY WITH US OR NOT" Yelled Quakity "YEA I'M JUST STARTING UP THE PC" I say back. The pc went on and I started a stream. "WELCOME BACK TO THE STREAM BOYS HOWS YOUR DAY BEEN?" The whole chat was filled with 'pogs' and 'goods' "Well anyways today I'm gonna play jackbox with Karl and Big Q"

After the stream

I just finished the stream and it was already 2 am. I go to my suitcase and take out my pajamas to go to sleep. I go to the bathroom to change i get risk the chance the someone walks in to the room and see's all my scars. Most of them are from Selfharn but some or from my suicide attempts. I have a total of 7 attempts. I start crying and I couldn't breathe. Shit I'm having a panic attack. I've had panic attacks before but it always stop when I cut myself but I can't do it now I'm a month clean. I look around for something sharp. "Toms you ok?" I know that voice who is it? I just ignore it and went back to looking. Then someone open the bathroom door. It was.....Ranboo. "Tommy! Holy shit your having a panic attack" Well no shit "what are 5 things you can see?" "Y-you t-th-the floOr my-my hand umm m-my clothes an-and the sink" "good good and what are 4 things you can hear?" M-my heart rate Y-you M-myself a-and the TV down stairs" "ok good now c-can I hug you?" He asked. I nod. He comes closer and hugs me after a few minutes I fall asleep

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Ah yes Tomboo my favorite ship

The ships in this ff are gonna be

●Tomboo
●Dreamnoblade
●Quackbur
●Karlnap

There us gonna be a jealous Gogy 😃

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