Cold Hearted

Chapter 8

~Bellas pov~
Yay!!! Today is the day Jade and Erica come home. I can't wait. They wouldn't let me back into the room and I almost cried when Matt came out. He had pictures of her. She has Jades nose and hair and bright blue eyes? Oh well. I have no idea what that's about. Jade is on her way home now. She has no idea but we set up a little welcome home party-thing. She walks in and the first person to her is Nash. He whispers some thing in her ear and she starts smiling really big. Then Matt goes up to her, glaring at Nash, and kisses her for a long time. Next me and Felix go up to her. We hug her and say congrats. Cameron totally bypasses Jade and picks up Erica. She is so beautiful!! She looks just like her mom did.

~Jades pov~
I've been home for two weeks already. Matt decided he was going to mess with me and take my phone. "Lets see who you've been texting" I totally panic. I haven't deleted mine and Nashs texts. I ask him to give me my phone back he says no and looks at my messages. His smile completely disappears and he looks at me with tears in his eyes. "How long?" Is all he asks. I shake my head and start to walk towards him. He yells "Goddammit Jade how fucking long have you been with Nash? Clearly long enough to have Erica. She has his eyes. Did you think I wouldn't find out?" I start crying too "I'm sorry! You were never around to comfort me. Did you know I cut?" I ask lifting my sleeves. He glances down. "And don't even get me started on Sarah. Yea, remember her? While you were off fucking her Nash was comforting me and talking me out of suicide." Matt looked just as guilty as I felt. I can't believe he would be like that and not even bring her up. At all. Matt started to walk towards me and I back away "stay away from me Matthew we're through." Nash walked in and turned around just in time to not get punched in the face. Matt was on a warpath now. "Taylor, Aaron, Shawn, Cameron help!" I yell. Now Nash and Matt are beating each other like their lives depended on it. And it's all because of me. This didn't deserve to happen and that baby deserves a better mother. I go into the bathroom and find my old friend. The one who was always there to take away all of the pain. I slid it slowly across my skin bearing down as hard as I could. Mahogany yelled my name and bust in the door the last thing I remember is being in the back of an ambulance. I woke up in the hospital with stitches in my wrist. "Dammit Mahogany why did you have to realize I was missing? The rest of you would be better off without me" Nash was crying by now.  "No babe I wouldn't be better off without you... You're all I have to live for now. If something happened to you I don't know what I would do." He kisses me and I felt something I've never felt before. Not even with Matt. The sparks with Nash are flat out amazing. I look at Erica and say "baby girl I truly have something to live for and it took me this long to figure that out. I swear. I'm an idiot."