Cold Hearted

Chapter 9

Listen to a little too much- Shawn Mendes while reading this
~Felixs pov~
Its been 2 months since Jade attempted suicide and Shawn decided to write a song based on her struggles. He named it "A little too much" and it's really good. He let us in the studio when he presented it to his producers. They absolutely loved it and said he could start recording today. He got the recording done in 3 days. He has a concert next week and he will sing it live for the first time. Everyone knows it's about Jade. Her suicide attempt was all over the news, newspapers, tv, and social media.

~Shawns pov~
Jade's scene with almost killing herself gave me inspiration for a song. I started writing a few days after. I stayed up all night writing and editing it. I'm proud of myself.

A little to much
She would not show that she was afraid,
But being and feeling alone was too much to face,
Though everyone said that she was so strong,
What they didn't know is that she could barely carry on,

But she knew that she would be okay,
So she didn't let it get in her way,

Sometimes it all gets a little too much,
But you gotta realize that soon the fog will clear up,
And you don't have to be afraid, because we're all the same,
And we know that sometimes it all gets a little too much,

She would always tell herself she could do this
She would use no help it would be just fine
But when it got hard she would lose her focus
So take my hand and we'll be alright

And she knew that she would be okay,
So she didn't let it get in her way,

Sometimes it all gets a little too much,
But you gotta realize that soon the fog will clear up,
And you don't have to be afraid, because we're all the same,
And we know that sometimes it all gets a little too much, yeah.

A little too much, I said a little too much, oh.

Sometimes it all gets a little too much,
But you gotta realize that soon the fog will clear up,
And you don't have to be afraid, because we're all the same,
And we know that sometimes it all gets a little too much yeah!

Sometimes it all gets a little too much,
But you gotta realize that soon the fog will clear up,
And you don't have to be afraid, because we're all the same,
And we know that sometimes it all gets a little too much.

I took it to my producers and they said it was amazing and they wanted to start recording right away. I had written another song for Matthew in my book and they saw that one too. They wanted me to record that one after a little too much. It is called "the weight" and I think it's really good. The truth is. I didn't write the song for Matt and Jade. I wrote it because of Sarah. Her name sound familiar? Its because she's the chick that Matt cheated and Jade with. Sarah cheated on me to be with Matt and ruin mine and Jade's lives. And it worked, until I got with Bella. She is the best thing that happened to me. We will be together forever. (A/n: lol you thought I was finished with supernatural stories cx) Once I change her, she will truly be mine....

QOTD: What are your favorite Shawn Mendes songs?

Answer: the weight, life of the party, and a little too much are mine :p

What do you want Shawn to be??

Demon
Vampire
Angel
Fallen Angel
Werewolf
Shapeshifter
Or any other supernatural creature