She's gone Haz, she's gone. Forever. I don't know what to do. We burried her yesterday and now it just feels so real. At first I was in denial, refusing to believe that she has left the earth. I want to believe that she has just gone out for a stroll, just in the neighborhood with Byron, and that she'll be right back. I can't bear not having her here. I just need someone to cuddle me Haz, I need a support. Mum is really down, but dad's got her, but I'm down too, I need someone too. The number of days I have spent with her are countless. When all the girls were born, I was always with her. Just so mum and dad could handle all of them -1, but you know that.
I want to cry. I want to thrash and throw my arms and sob into a shoulder. I want to be comforted but I'm the older one. I need to look after the girls while mum is grieving and dad is with her. I need to be someone they deserve. Not a stupid fairy, someone who can't even control their emotions. I just need to suck it up, grow a pair and deal with it. Bury the grief and move on.
I hope you would at least pay me a visit. Just looking at you, your eyes, is all I need right now. But it doesn't matter what I need. I have needed you by me for a long while now, but I can't, or should I say, you won't! I really need someone Haz, someone. My blade's my best friend, but its getting harder to hide them.
I have lost hope, hope that things will get better. I just want it all to end. Once and for all. Thank you Haz, i don't know for what, but thanks.
A broken fairy
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