Alone

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Third person pov:

  It had been about a week since Monoma died. Shinsou and Kendou were still the only students who knew and all the rumors had died down. All the other students just thought Monoma left cause of the rumors. Shinsou hadn't been in the best mindset since the death. He barely went to classes and when he did he didn't listen to anyone.

Denki's pov

  Today Shinsou came to class but he seemed super out of it. I really want to cheer him up, I think to myself. But how would I do it. Every now and then I look at him and make a silly face but that doesn't work because he's never looking. Class finally ends and he gets up and leaves. I follow him and say "Shinsou wait up. Got time to talk?"
  He keeps walking but I can barely hear him say "Sure but we're talking in my dorm."
  I take this as a I shouldn't say more so I silently follow him to his dorm. When we get there he opens the door and to my surprise let's me in. I look around at the new space and take in the edgy darkness that is kinda soothing. I look around and notice that most of the stuff like his sheets and walls are purple, but something stands out. Right next to his bed is a bright yellow guitar.  In shock I look at him and say
  "Sweet guitar. I didn't know you played," After looking at it some more I continue "Shit dude this must of cost a fortune. How much was it?"
  He looks up from where he was standing and says
  "I don't know. I didn't buy it. It was a gift in a manner." His voice sounds sad when he says it so I make the executive decision to not ask more. Instead I decided to ask about his mood lately.
  "So I was wondering why you've been so sad lately."

Shinsou's pov

  There he goes asking what I was expecting. I can't decide whether I want to answer him or not. What if I let too much slip and tell him about Monoma. I wouldn't though, I have enough control. I look at him and say "Just missing Monoma. I really wish he didn't leave but it's for the best." I really wished denki weren't here because I feel my eyes well up with tears.  Shit I can't cry Infront of him, I think. I turn away from him and wipe my eyes.
     "Hey I know how it feels to miss someone. When I was little my mom left all the time to be a hero so she didn't always have time for me. If you need to cry into a shoulder or vent I can listen. Denki says sounding sadder than me.
I look at him with tears streaming down my face and hug him, and I do cry into his shoulder. It feels so good for someone to understand.
  My tears finally slow and I look at Denki who give me a small smile. "Feel any better," he asks in a small voice.
     "Yeah a bit I say," smiling at him "Thank you for being here," I say as I watch his face light up. He just nods to me as a you're welcome.
     I lay in bed and to my supise Denki sits at the end of the bed and looks at me.
"I'm gonna keep you company if that ok, don't want you to do anything bad," he says. I nod and lay my head back down. I think about everything that has gone on for awhile then I finally fall asleep.

Denki's pov

     As I sit there I notice that Shinsou's breathing has slowed. I turn to look at him and see his features relaxed. It's strange, but honestly he looks kinda cute. I feel my face heat up slightly at the thought. I've had a small crush on him since he arrived at school. There's something captivating about his dark tired eyes and messy hair. His energy being opposite of mine is one of my favorite things about him.
      "Oh you're still here," I hear him mumble, snapping me out of my trance like state. I look away, slightly embarrassed. What if he was awake for longer than I thought, and saw me staring at him. "You good?" He asks, and I realize I still haven't said anything.
     "Shit yeah man. Sorry. I kinda space out a lot," I mumble out a little flustered. I look back at him, and I swear I see a grin playing on his lips. But as quickly as it was there it was gone and his face was back to neutral and guarded. 
     "Ok well would you mind leaving, I have stuff I need to do." His voice was back to it's neutral grumble that I found oh so attractive and I nodded as I stood up and went to the door. Just as I was about to leave I heard a noise. I looked back at Shinsou, and with his head looking down he mumbled "Thanks for staying with me I guess. It was nice."
     I refrained from blushing, doing everything I could to not jump up and down. I smiled at him. "No problem dude. Anytime. Let me know if you need anything." And with that I left his dorm.

An: Holy shit guys. It's been a hot minute. Im not really in the fandom anymore, but I decided I wanted to continue this story. My references and stuff might be dated cause I havnt watched the show in ages, but just bear with me

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⏰ Last updated: Jul 10 ⏰

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