The Beginning Of The End (On Pause)

The Beginning of the End.I

"He's a Wallflower... You see things. You keep quiet about them and you understand." ~ The Perks of Being a Wallflower♡

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JE:

Everyday. Everyday is a constant reminder.
Of how much of a fuck up I can be.
Of how worthless I am compared to others.
Of other horrible things running through my mind.

Week by week I think
"Just a couple more days. You can make it. Just get through this week... Please."
A horrible repeating process.
Of finally getting out, then drowning back in..

I know I'm not alone.
Out of 7 billion people on this 'beautiful' but tragic planet..
I can't be alone as I think I am.
At least I hope..

People can be so blind.
Completely oblivious to their surroundings.
We think we have people all figured out.
Just by their appearance.

Such as:
'All religious people are obsessive & will try to shove their systems of beliefs down your throats.'

'All who have committed 'Adultery', or who no longer have their virginity (keep in mind, many have had it stolen from them), or who have had sex with multiple people, or have no emotional attachments to those they are having sex with-are whores and sluts and any other disrespectful word imagined.'