The Lost Love

What a Dessert!

"Wait... JAKE IS MARRIED NOW?! WITH WHO?" Dhruv screamed. 

I don't know if it was out of excitement or it was because he was disappointed? I seriously don't know. 

I stepped on his foot saying -

"Stop screaming stupid" 

"ahh ouch! Okay okay but I need details. The last time my man showed up in the office he looked really hurt. Almost cried." he said. 

Jake what? He almost cried? A man that never shattered a tear?! Cried for ME?! 

"I- well.... He is married now. I couldn't talk to him." I said. 

"Why not?" he asked.

"Well, his wife answered when I called. She sounded nice. He was in the shower. She said she will tell him to call me back." 

"Did he call yet?" He asked.

"Umm he did, my phone was on silent and I was getting ready. I'll call him back later." 

I really wanted tonight to be about only me and Dhruv.  

"So? Where were you and what did you do for the past 3 years?" 

Hmm I was shoving an ass inside my mouth to fix myself. Not literally an actual ass ...eww. 

"I focused on myself, learned how to not push people away. A friend name Ajax helped me for the past three years to work on myself" I said.

"Ohh so there's another one competing me." 

"Huh? What do you mean?" I asked. 

"What do I mean? There's another man name Ajax. Who is probably in love with you; I'm scared to be the second lead of a kdrama again"

Oop. Should I tease him or let him know Ajax was just my therapist? 

"Oh? Don't worry, I'm picking Ajax over you" I said. 

The smile on his face disappeared. 

"I'm kiddinggggg! He was my therapist and he got married last year. Jeez." 

He was still quiet.

"Well..." 

I can't make a decision yet. Not before apologizing to Jake. I'm not lost this time. I know what I want but I need to fix things. 

I tried to ignore this whole 'picking' topic for now. I started talking about food. 

Bro I'm hungry. My tummy is more important than any guy stress right now. Anyways. 

"Godddd order the food already. I'll pay for the food and you are supposed to order." 

"Mhm you will be known as "broke Myra" after tonight" he said. 

"We will see, start ordering first or I'll eat you" I said.

That smirk, ahhh- Oh god... l know where this is going. 

"Yes, I mean it." I said with a smirk. 

"Oh? Then I guess we shouldn't order any food but eat each other."

God. Am I blushing?! I can feel my cheeks burning. 

"Okay relax, order the actual food. We can save each other for dessert."

"Are you blushing?" he asked. 

"Order the food Dhruv" g

UGH... him asking about it made it worse.

We both ordered food. The food arrived after 20 minutes and we enjoyed rest of the night. We just talked about how our life was without each other. Nothing dirty. Stop your mind right there.