I'm always bored.
I'm always empty.
I just never care.
I like when different things happen.
Finn was exciting.
And I got a kiss too.
That was cute.
But he belongs with the tall girl.
They look so good together.
I should get myself a nihilist gloomy boyfriend.
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[Next morning]
I opened the door to see an angry Finn outside my house.
"Is he better than me?", he asked.
I frowned and tried to pass by.
He suddenly grabbed my arms and slammed me against the half-open door and got us both abruptly inside my house.
" ANSWER PAULETTE."
"Why are you yelling?" I asked.
My mom got out of her room. And walked past us checking her watch to go to work, ignoring us.
"Oh, hello Nelson. Lock the door before you leave Paulette."
She left and closed the door.
"Why is she calling me NELSON!?" He yelled even louder.
" She must've been confused. Who knows?" I smiled.
He grabbed my hands behind my back and pushed me to a mirror. He shoved my face against it.
"Oh my fucking God! Are you kidding me? Look at you! You are so horrible! How can another guy even like you!"
He continued.
"I'm so hot, can't you see it? I'm blonde, tall, blue-eyed I play on the soccer team! Every girl I want wants me too! I am the conventionally attractive guy that would break your heart in a minute!"
"I guess not every girl, Finn. All you've got is a pretty face. Try guessing how many people have one."
He looked at me with pain in his eyes.
He took a step backwards and I turned around to see him.
"Yes. Millions. You are not special. In any way."
