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S.2Ep19 The Repeat of History

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"Every time I look into your eyes, it's your heart that greets me, it's your soul that makes me welcomed"
~Anya

Like every other story, mine is complicated too.

There were times in my life I was surrounded with darkness. I am still am. Watching my husband adore my daughter brings back nothing but the locked trauma.

Every time I see them together, I remember the past where Ananya, Surya's younger sister was cherished by him and his father.

My mind is not in a straight way. I couldn't help but ponder over past.

I was overcoming my fears when he came to my life, again with his arrival the darkness I locked for my children is knocking me out. The past I want to forget, the broken pieces I gathered and plasted are now again broken free and flying with their wings out creating chaos in my heart.

I couldn't look at my daughter like I used too. Everytime she reminds me of the sin I have committed eight years back.

Surya asked me to wait patiently, but upto when?

Life is going smooth and our relationship with Rathods is increasing with each day passing.

I have met Abhay Rathod. He is a man of few words.

Sameera, me and Priya sometimes hang out in their place.

Jhanvi too joins sometimes. We bonded great considering our home towns are similar.

Jhanvi is doing great, her relationship with Dhruv is molding beautifully, what everyone is glad that Adwait isn't fussing about anything.

He can't too, we rarely see him these days. Our trips to Rajput Mansion decreased after I shared what I was feeling with Surya.

He scolded me a little for feeling. I can't say that everything changed but he made me understand few things.

Coming to Rathods,
Priya loves cooking like I love baking. We shared foods and invited eachother's family for dinners. What caught our attention is that Sanya and Kabir are not getting along.

While Vansh, Diya and Ariya bonded quickly. The other too are always on each other's necks. It took a great efforts from both of our sides.

It's been nearly six months into my marriage now. Surya's words still rang in my head. Like a bell.

I sighed and leaned against my chair caping the pen.

I loved writing dairy since forever. Sanya and Vansh joined Rathod's school and Vansh, Sanya and Kabir are in one class.

Sanya and Vansh made new friends Sahil. They all are a little group now.

Over this few months one of the change is mine and Surya's relationship. Can't say we are like old times but...

"Good Evening Love." I smiled listening to his voice.

Yes! This is what it changed. We talked.. talked talked until we felt our hearts moving. I thought the trauma we faced will form distance between us. But sharing it broke the walls we made.

The similar situations we faced are the reason we can look at each other now and know what's happening. It changed that much.

I felt his beard and lips landing softly over my cheek making me blush. I looked at him still masking my face with coldness.

"Good Evening to you too Mr. Rajput."

"Kids didn't come yet?" he asked.

"No! Their class will end at five thirty today as one games programme is going to conduct soon." I said and he nodded his head before taking my hand and leading me to hall.

We took a seat and he seemed lost in his thoughts as he played with my fingers.

" Someone is spying on us." his voice came out gruff.

" What do you mean? What do you mean by us?" I asked.

"Kids. They involved them. Dhruv told me one of his person got a text for a contract. She also takes contract to spy. That time they asked for his person to spy on us not knowing she is Dhruv's person but now... After a few days since they were busy with Dhruv's taking charge on his property they let it go.

Today only I got to know. That's why take care of yourself. Don't worry about them. I have immediately sent few people and even Dhruv is sending some of his people." He completed.

"Say something." he said and I just looked at him.

"Why do I feel like history is repeating Surya?" I mumbled as this new information brought up the old locked memories.

"Dont worry. We are prepared for this. Together."

But why do those promises feel empty for me now? Will my kids be alright? Will Surya be alright?

"BLOODY SEVEN MONTHS AISHA! I GAVE YOU ONE WORK YOU DIDNT COMPLETE IT! NOW SEE, WE ARE GETTING OPEN THREATS."

Dhruv's angry voice boomed in the room and Aisha didn't even flinch as she looked at him.

"You and I both know how hard it is getting to track this one Dhruv! The sender is too smart to not to use the original vpn and used single time sender. It's not my fault that! I even said I will take this up but you didn't listen saying that if it is Adwait it will risk all of us!" Aisha snapped making him sigh.

"What are we going to do? I didn't tell Surya the seriousness of this issue." Dhruv said and Aisha just stood rooted.

" I have a plan." she mumbled making him look at her.

"And it is...?"

"It is to..."

A very small chapter! I know.

Life is sucking on my side. With problems nagging constantly.

Last two weeks taught me alot.

I am really sorry for this disappointing update and you all may feel that Surya and Vanya bonded quickly. I didn't want to go to description of their talks cause honestly saying it would lag the book more.

I am planning to complete this in next two months... I wanted to give best for you all but now I just want to complete this book. Initially I thought of taking down everything but thought it will be bad for you guys.

So I am keeping the work. After completion I don't know! My college is starting from September 1st so I don't know at what time I will get to update. Honestly saying my life is fucked up.

The reason for not updating is that even my coping mechanisms such writing and art didn't work the shit I faced this time. Along with that the no votes or comments from you guys part sucks honestly. I don't even know what I have to do at this point to get you guys vote on my book.

Thank you so much for the lack of motivation.

-Anya