We got up and we walked to the hospital when a man and jays sister came out the hospital as we were
"You fucking cunt jay you weren't even around" he said
"What are you talking about" Jay asked calmly
I'm very shocked at how calm he's being because he can flip as he proved that with Alex
"You were fucking Perrie while mam was dying" he snapped
What a fucking cunt he doesn't know the whole story jay saved me from a lot worse I could have been dead if Alex had his way
"Wait was what do you mean was" He stuttered
"She's dead" he said bluntly jade cuddling into him crying
I could see the hurt in his face this is my fault if Alex wasn't there he would be with his mam
" I wasn't fucking Perrie she needed me" He said
He's so cute I love him so much but I feel so guilty that he wasn't there now his family's going to hate him because of me
"Whatever jay" he snapped and walked away with jade
"Babe" I whispered
"She died" he whisper
"It's ok babe" i said hugging him
"come on babe let's get you sorted eh" he said
I nodded in my own thoughts that I'm such a failure that I shouldn't be here I shouldn't have jay
we were in the doctors room and explained the situation "well miss Edwards everything is normal your ribs are bruised but they will heal and one other thing is your pregnant" he said
I didn't listen until the last part "wait what" I stuttered
"Your pregnant" he repeated jay looked at me
"Babe" he whispered
"Wait I'm pregnant" I whispered back to him
"He's done it now he's bonded us now" I cried
"Baby I meant what I said he's not going near you or the child" he said
"I wanted it to be with you our own baby" I cried
"Let's get out of here thank you doctor" he said
"Here's the appointment for your first scan if you chose to go ahead with the pregnancy" he replied
We walked to the beach and sat down I laid on his chest quietly sobbing
"Baby we will get through this whatever you want to do I will stick by you if you want to get an well an abortion and if you want to keep it then I will stay with you love you and the child like our own little family" he said kissing the top of my head.
"You mean that you will stick by me even though it wouldn't be yours" I asked him
"Of course I will baby girl I love you so much I don't want to lose you ever" he said
"What about your family?" I asked
"They will have to get over it as your my family" he replied kissing me
"Ok baby well I want to keep our baby even if it's the product of rape" i said smiling
"Well we will look after you baby Edwards" he said kissing my belly
"Baby edwards aye" i smirked
