After Tilly's death I was a mess, I got drunk every night and started doing drugs I still love her to this day, she was my drug, my love and my life.
A couple of months later I went to visit my friend Tommy in Liverpool.
We had been friends since we were about 8 now we were 24.
I had brought a fishing rod for him because he loved fishing, when I came to his house we had dinner it was really good and his kids, Jenna, Henry and Jared were funny and they all had different personalities Jared was calm and sophisticated Jenna was rebellious and aggressive and Henry was the happiest child I've ever met! His wife ,Taura, was so lovely. But the fact that Tommy was so happy and was so successful and made me question my own life, 24 years old and not even a girlfriend and no kids. I wanted kids and I wanted to start over, but I couldn't Tilly was my only love.
Me and Tommy talked for hours and I gave him the fishing rod, he loved the present then we went to bed.
The next morning I woke up to screams they were not mine it was Tauras. I ran down the stairs and asked what happened, I saw Taura sitting there crying with something in her arms as I got closer I saw what it was. I ran to her and held her close to me I was crying to, I heard a scream but I thought it was only Tauras screams, I asked her where Tommy was and she said something but it was hard to hear what she said. I think it was something like "He's still sleeping". At that moment Tommy came down the stairs first slowly walking, since he was tired, then he noticed Taura crying and he ran down the stairs he saw what she was holding he screamed out for Jared but it was to late, to late! It all happened so fast everything from me Seeing Taura crying to Tommy noticing that Jared was dead!
But it didn't happen to fast for She to see me holding Taura, She didn't like it, didn't like it at all...
