Missing you [Xiao x gender neutral! reader]

Missing You

reading time: 1hr3mins (at a slow reading pace)

major tags: Somnophilia (consensual), dumbification, overstimulation, soft dom! xiao

word count: 6.9K (nice)

author note: wrote this all in one sitting, so I didn't bother to double check for any grammatical errors. Grammarly got my back tho ahaha (sponsor me pls). first time writing this kinda shit so don't get disappointed if you find some mediocre stuff. cross-posted from my tumblr and ao3, so if one is looking better than the other just know that wattpad got the short end of the stick

 listens: made a whole playlist on Spotify, but idk whats up with wattpad not letting me post the link so you guys are just gonna have to go on my tumblr to click the link or look my username on Spotify and go from there

anyways, all that's outta the way, lets roll 

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Another day, another set of commissions done, hilichurls beat, abyss mages being walked all over on, treasure hoarders falling victim to your blade, and the fatui running with their tails between their legs. Just the usual busy day for you.

Though, something was missing. Or rather, someone. He'd been gone for a while now, and his absence had wholly pestered you.

By the time night arrived, you found yourself crouched on the ground, situated in your own little room located inside Wangshu Inn. It was quiet, and you missed your love so very much. Could you, perchance, act upon your loneliness and call out for him? No, that'd be selfish, he had other people to protect and worry about, not you.

Though, your body had acted against these thoughts entirely, betraying what you didn't want to happen by making it happen.

"Xiao..." It was only a whisper, thankfully, barely loud enough for you yourself to hear.

So when you heard the brief violent whoosh of the wind and felt a familiar entity in the room, you could do nothing but hitch. You knew in an instant that it was him, yet you still went to hide your face in your knees. Or maybe it's because he, your lover who explicitly told you that he'd be by your side in a moment's notice should you need him, showed up that you felt your heart's pace pick up by the tens.

"[Name]," He called with a voice akin to dandelion seeds fluttering in the wind. You felt his presence inch ever so slightly closer towards you, making you dig your head deeper into the cove your knees made.

"I'm sorry." You swiftly uttered, voice adorably muffled from within your legwear. Before he could dare to ask what for, you continued; "I-I know you said to only call if it was an emergency... But, I...." The words trailed into nothing, and if the Adeptus could see your face right now, he'd instantly notice the vermillion pigments that invaded your normally [color] skin.

Xiao went to call you once more, your name being said so gently it sent your chest fluttering to Celestia. "[Name]." This time, he was crouching before you (you could tell by the way the floorboards creaked a bit), trying to reach the short height you achieved by curling into a ball. You felt the faint heat of his breath, tickling your ears as he said "Look at me."

His voice was like a siren's melody, hypnotizing and bending you to his will. After a few seconds of awkward silence, your head shifted just enough to reveal half your face. Only your big glossy eyes were visible. And through the blurry vision provided by your tears, you could make out the alluring smile that enraptured you so.