I'm exhausted, my mind always running because of my fears and of my thoughts.
I try to reassure myself but nothing works.
It became worst with the times.
I have the feeling that everything gonna be worst with the times.
I'm gonna be lonely soon and I hate that.
Everyone is saying that I'm sociable so everything gonna be fine but I'm always thinking that they say that to reassure me.
What if I don't find any friends?
What if I don't find anyone with the same hobbies as me?
What if someone bully me?
Every fucking days I'm thinking about all the possibilities, every fucking night I cry because of that, every fucking days I do anxiety too.
I don't even sleep well because of that,
I don't eat well too.
I'm even thinking about end up myself.
Can you believe that?
I have many friends here but there?
None.
Can we all keep our promise and keep being here for each other after the start of the new year?
Please.
